Positive Jealousy.

When I look at my friends, sometimes I feel envious of them. Neither wealth, nor education opportunity was I talking about. It's that they have purposes in life i.e. they know what should/are they going to do next. Even if they don't, they take the initiative to search for and then get involved in different activities, which make their lives so much more interesting. I mean, they don't let their youth wasted simply. Contrary to them, I am always too lazy. And lack of determination.

I should look to them. Observe, and learn. Be more persistent and courageous than to fear and back off.

It's time for self-revolution.