Diconnect to Connect: May 2012

Being Cared For...

Everyone wants to be pampered, especially when they are extremely tired.

Once in a while,

I'd love to be told,

"I will take care of you."

傷。夢想

有誰在成長的路上不曾傷痕累累？
但擁抱過不代表擁有。失去了的夢想，無奈下一再摸索新的目標。

漂泊的心何時才會靠岸？

乾枯了的夢何時才會再起漣漪？

“ 一雙閃著淚光的眼睛，要多努力才能把雨看成星星？ ”

我想，努力而已不足以讓人忘卻那在百般努力後依然失敗的挫折。
當夢想看似很近瞬間又遠離，很難實現之時，需要的是奇蹟吧！

我想要什麼？很迷茫。

24th - 27th of May, 2012
Surprise from two buddies at the airport.
Stayed overnight at friends'.
Laughters. Delicious food. Secrets. Bonding.

Went to Sunway Lagoon.
Got wet. Had my first Flying Fox and mini Bungee Jump. Satisfied.
Reminded me of that bittersweet memory with that special someone.

28th of May, 2012
First day of the second semester.
Met 2 new friends. Yay!

Slipped and fell. Huge bruise on the knee. Ouch!
Thank God no major injuries.

Watched "What To Expect When You're Expecting".
Yes, all the possibilities when you are pregnant.
In every circumstance, God is there, nonetheless.
Babies are miracles! But courage is needed to accept the gift.

Small matters. Great joy. God's way of showing His love.
I'm truly blessed.
Thank You, Lord. :)

离开

又要再回到那小房间，沉重，沉重。

烦烦烦！

有些事，我真的不知该如何解决；
有些人，我真的不知该如何忍耐。

是因为关心所以才在意的吧？
唉。。。

台灣劇

忌看太多。

它讓你嚮往一些不切實際的愛情。D:

Oh no...

I'm a hopeless and helpless romance.

*Chuckles*

Ah, The JOY...

Indescribable!

One Piece: Nico Robin

One Piece: Trafalgar Law
Ps. There is something wrong with the position of the shadow of the sword. Unfortunately due to some technical problem, the editted one couldn't be uploaded.

And I say, THE LORD IS GOOD!

Wind of Change

(Copied from Jaeson Ma's Facebook status)

A timely prophetic word ...

Doug Addison:
Wind of Change Starts in Mid-May

The month of May brings new alignment with people and resources. God has been arranging things to set you up in a good way! This is a month to meet some of these new connections… they are starting now. This new alignment is not just with people but also with new resources to help get you into this new time of your life.

Out with the Old and in with the New

It is time to do spiritual spring-cleaning and clean out the closet of old seasons and methods that once worked but no longer have life! You have already grown out of some old ways. As you look back at them feel free to discard what once worked but has now lost its effectiveness. Make room for God to bring you the new!

Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing! Now it springs up; do you not perceive it? I am making a way in the wilderness and streams in the wasteland. Isaiah 43:18-19

Over the past couple of weeks I found myself with an urge to clean out my clothes closet. It is spiritually significant! It is a time to do things differently – try new stuff. As an example, God has been using me to bring fun and laughter to people. I am already an outside-the-box prophetic person. A few weeks ago at a meeting in San Diego, I did something new by playing "Love Shack" by the B-52's as I started praying for people who needed God's touch. The power of God came with such intensity people got healed– physically, emotionally and spiritually! God wants churches to be "Love Shacks".

Don't Hold On to Old

God is moving strongly in new ways this year. We need to be careful to not hold on to our old passions for God (and the way we do things) as He is doing something new. Years ago I was an avid prophetic intercessor praying and worshipping several hours a day before and after work. Then God called me to start a business that took a lot of my time. I was conflicted: I didn't pray like I used to because of my work schedule, but that business financed several church plants and launched our ministry over 15 years ago. It also helped me develop the marketplace prophetic tools I needed to go to a new level that I never dreamed was possible. I nearly missed my appointment with God's destiny because the new thing required me to change and let go of my extended prayer and worship times.

Spiritual Experience

As we start moving into new territories, we may experience some challenges. On April 20th I saw a huge attack of discouragement that was intended to get people to believe they are worthless and not able to change. This was so strong that some people were actually contemplating suicide. The next day I spoke at a church where that very morning one of the leaders committed suicide and I have received many reports that others have tragically done the same. Then in the news we saw the tragic suicide of football player, Junior Seau. Do not give up hope and remember that the greatest storms usually come just before breakthrough.

Prophetic Dream: the Wind of Change Starting to Blow

I had a dream this month of a strong "wind of change" (not winds of change) that started blowing from the ocean onto land. As it approached it blew up debris so strongly that it was nearly blinding. I watched from a place of safety but was concerned for people. Then a huge battleship crashed into the land, hitting buildings. Again I was concerned for the people. In the dream I knew the wind was spiritual, not literal, and it was from God.

There is a massive wind of change that is finally coming. This spiritual climate shift is happening in order to blow away the things in our lives that have held us back. It will remove things we have "battled" with in the past. As long as we are in the place that God has called us, we will be safe. God is blowing away debris and preparing us now for a dramatic change.

We need to embrace the changes that are coming and not be afraid. Fight the discouragement because over the next few months there will be several waves of turn around. It's time to be encouraged – not discouraged! Wind of change starts in mid-May.

Wounded Warriors Being Revived

As the wind of change begins to blow, it will revive many people who have been wounded by negative Christians and church experiences. Many wounded warriors have been taken out of action in the Kingdom of God by "friendly fire" or attacks from other Christians. These wounded warriors will play a strong role in this next move of God. I saw many wounded warriors lying on the Kingdom battlefield with no one to attend to their wounds. Then the wind of change blew life into them. They were strengthened and began to rise up with new vision.

Ten Years of Blessing Coming Now

Last year I talked about how God is repaying us for things that have been stolen over the past nine years. Well, not only are stolen things being return to you but also God is blessing people right now for all the good done for others. This is a time to reap what you have sown (not in a bad way). God is blessing people and allowing us to harvest right now for all the good things that we have done for others over the past ten years.

This is similar to Newton's Third Law of Motion, "for every action there is an equal and opposite reaction." When you give or do something positive for someone else, it creates an equal reaction in your own life. Watch for things like: unexpected checks in the mail, phone calls from people from your past bringing new connections, smiles on children you've touched, maybe even new clothes for the emptied space in your closet, etc.

Watch Denver, Colorado

The tragedy at Columbine High School is being healed and a new movement with young people is starting. The very reason that the enemy started attacking the youth is because they are about to rise up and be part of a massive move of God on earth. Something new is starting right now.

One Take-Away: Look for Your New Thing

Let God show you something new even today or this week. You and God can partner in a new way for your future as you find "the new" will inspire action and next steps. Enjoy the ride with God! It is such exciting time to be alive.

Doug Addison
InLight Connection
Email: respond@dougaddison.com

Satisfaction

Whenever I'm doing a task related to art, be it drawing or making crafts, tiredness seldom lurks around.

I guess this is termed, interest/passion?

Wishful Thinking

Sometimes I wish things between us back then were a little bit different.

Then, maybe our stories now would be utterly different.

Maybe some people are meant to be just friends forever.

最親愛的你

詞：林建良曲：方烔鑌

看你沉沉的睡去　　忍不住輕抱著你
孩子般的無邪安寧　　幸福就那麼篤定

突然想寫一封信　　給我最親愛的你
看你不畏懼一股傻勁　　有時候多不忍心

夜裡無聲眼淚驚天動地　　我心疼你為何倔強執迷
半夢半醒你說再多打擊也不放棄

也曾失望傷過心你總相信　那片烏雲會散去
從沒變的孩子氣常讓我生氣卻又著迷

就算冷眼傷了你卻不曾逃避
橫衝直撞也不管受了委屈
我會守護你那顆赤子的心　　永遠不分離

夢和現實的差距
有的時候讓你感到灰心
世界無情只要記得我在這裡陪你

也曾失望傷過心你總相信　那片烏雲會散去
從沒變的孩子氣常讓我生氣卻又著迷

就算冷眼傷了你卻不曾逃避
橫衝直撞也不管受了委屈
永遠守護你那顆赤子的心

我最最親愛的你擦去淚滴
那片烏雲已散去
我們一起走下去一起笑著看沿途風景

我最最親愛的你最真的一句
永遠守著愛著你
帶著夢想前進珍惜那最初炙熱的心
最親愛的你

Risk.

Forget the risk and take the fall if it's what you want, then it's worth it all. - Jaeson Ma

God will either catch you or teach you how to fly. :)

Keep Fighting!

Satan attacks only our weaknesses. Build them up, and they will be our strongest fields in life.

What do I need to guard against the devils?
I need to rise up strong to claim and possess the inheritance that belongs to me rightfully. And in fact, not just those that I have lost, but more!

God be my armour. :)

單親家庭

看見今早的頭條，一十一歲童遺書跳樓輕身。他來自單親家庭。

新聞報導說：“單親家庭的小孩或面對來自各方的壓力，我們的社會應該給予他們更多的關愛和幫助。”

突然有股衝動，以後我的家要成為至少一戶單親家庭的家！所以我一定得賺大錢，好讓他們以後能享有更好的生活和教育。

Feel it.

How to tell whether or not a person treats you right?
You just know it, ... I guess.

Promise unkept.

Disappointed & sad. :(

羊羊羊羊~

喜羊羊，美羊羊，懒羊羊，沸羊羊，
慢羊羊，软绵绵，红太狼，灰太狼。
别看我只是一只羊，绿草因为我变得更香，
天空因为我变得更蓝，白云因为我变得柔软。
别看我只是一只羊，羊儿的聪明难以想象，
天再高心情一样奔放，每天都追赶太阳。
有什么难题去牵绊我都不会去心伤，
有什么危险在我面前也不会去慌乱，
就算有狼群把我追捕，也当作游戏一场。
在什么时间都爱开心，笑容都会飞翔，
就算会摔倒站得起来，永远不会沮丧，
在所有天气，拥有叫人大笑的力量，
虽然我只是羊。
喜羊羊，美羊羊，懒羊羊，沸羊羊，
慢羊羊，软绵绵，红太狼，灰太狼。
啦啦啦……

I find this song extremely catchy and addictive.

Me love~