煙花易冷


我喜歡煙火的炙爛綻放,卻容不下它的喧嘩贏餘。

煙花的被犧牲,只為那短暫的燦爛。人何嘗不也一樣?有時被犧牲還要被嫌棄。社會無不殘忍之處。

Love or loved

I once came across this one quite-well-known question, "Would you choose the one you love more or the one who loves you more?"

At one time I was also wondering, what if I never met him, do I settle for the one who love me more? And there, a soft voice whispered to my ear,
"Don't settle for the next bests."
So I guess, I won't.
I'd wait.

中學生談戀愛


看著看著,就讓我很自然的想起了你,想起了我們。我們的曾經也是如此,有喜有悲。

相識至相戀,長達一年之久,甜甜蜜蜜,吵吵鬧鬧,分分合合,再過了將近兩年最終還是以分手收場。其中,這段感情是中學畢業後才確確實實公開的,父母親們也相對都很挺我們。一起加油一起努力不放棄是彼此給過對方的承諾。我們也曾天真以為一句句的承諾能帶我們走到終點。挽回是想過試過的,但,或許雙方都不夠成熟、董事。體諒、信任乃是未學會的艱難學問。分手時,感恩有朋友的擁抱、安慰、陪伴。

再見,是很挑戰的。一直都有在腦海中預習我們的再見,但我想若真的再見,我依舊是會不知所措。時光、機遇非我們所能掌控。世界說大不大,说小卻也一點兒都不小。四年了,我們未曾遇見過對方,好比對方從來沒有存在過,好比都從對方的人生中蒸發了似的,獨留我一人好奇真相。很是感嘆人生無常,現實太殘酷。


新的另一段愛情,會來臨吧?

Quit whining

Start encouraging. Start motivating. Start inspiring. Get excited!

I actually envy those people who have so much to tell, to motivate and inspire the others through their words. They experience different stuff and see things differently. Yea, I want to be that sort of people. I want to someone who can offer hopes and solutions.  ✞

Sheer Disappointment

很灰心
什麼都做不好

Cannot get anything done with achievement, not even the things I can do better in. What else can I do? I know all these whinings will do me no good but I really feel very defeated and angry. I don't know what am I really good in, or there is none? Even my own tears will most probably mock me for my ineffectualness if I let them roll.

Disheartenment has probably known my name too well and it's killing the already little positivity that I have left myself with thrashly.

Gahhhhhhh!
:'(

不值得

有時,你們會讓我覺的我所做所為的都不被珍惜,付諸東流。
感嘆真的很多時候,人只記得你的過失,不記得你的付出。

Hope. Faith. Stronger!

Too much, too little.

But rest assured, God will provide.
There WILL be a 
         
          BREAKTHROUGH !

光陰似箭,要珍惜!

若狂歡後任殘留空虛,那豈不是自個兒浪費著自己的光陰嗎?

hello, 新來的!

過去的,無需再多做糾纏吧?

沒有鬆手,就沒有機會握得著新的。
沒有醒來,就看不見新的希望之光。
沒有開懷,就接納不了新的人和物。


你能的!
加油加油加油!

難得一個人

沒有喧嘩,沒有陪伴,
沒有瘋狂,沒有遊戲。

靜靜的,靜靜的,面對自己,
仔細看看自己的需要,摸索解決方案。

有時,太多人,反讓自己迷失自己。
安靜,方才能聆聽自己的真心話,才能與神對話。

沒有誰,需要無時無刻都要有人陪。
因物極則反,器滿則傾。
凡是都要有個平衡點。

Abounding Love ♥

 
             And there, after a few days I received a surprise from a far far away land - the UK. Thought it would end like any other ordinary days but I guess, hahaha, you could never predict what the future has in hand for you ay? 很感動啊!真的很感動!謝謝妳們!很愛妳們喲~!All three of you really, I don't know how to say, I really appreciate all your love for me. Muacks~ ☺

Happy V-day

實話實說,我羨慕的不是已有了伴侶的人。
我羨慕的是那擁有可媲美家人和情侶間的感情的兩個(或更多)朋友。
能和人心連心是多麼美妙的福氣啊!

感嘆的是很多時候我都認為要遇到一個這樣的朋友比登天還難。很多交了一輩子的朋友,任然提煉不出如此的感情。此群友,是至今能讓我心情起伏最大的,也說,他們所佔據我心中的位置遠超越他組。可為何,這幾次的相聚,雖讓我很開心卻又都切切實實地讓我倍感不能融入?很多事情,很早就已逐漸起了變化。不,或許從一開始,我說講的就已是外星語。可悲不?無謂啦!畢竟人生就是不斷地尋尋膩膩。何況,他們依然是我心中一朵永不凋零的向日葵。:)

明知故問

看得越多越怕。為何?
自己再也清楚不過。

漫長的等待

等待時機,只為與你們重逢。

Not that visible

But oh well...

Dyed my hair for the very first time today.
It's auburn brown on the inner half. Can you spot the difference in the colour tone?

Best Friend

Saw this on facebook and thought it's sweet, like really very sweet.

I'd most certainly love to have my best friend becoming my boyfriend and then eventually upgrading to become my husband and to grow old together, hand-in-hand, heart-with-heart. We would still be best friends cum lovers to our very last goodbye.

This, I dreamed ever since I was exposed to boy-girl relationship.  

One day, I would be able to say YES to my best friend like her too! :)

Beautiful!

Ma One and Only

Gor,

It's your special day today. I wish you, not only for today, but for the rest of your life, that God will bless you all the more abundantly, that the blessings poured upon you will be so great it starts leaking and overflowing.

Happy birthday!

Signed with love.