spm spm spm spm spm spm...

less than 3 weeks time. not yet finish revising. what should i do? lazyworm start finding me again. i hate it. why i just can't catch it then burn it in the rice cooker? but of course i won't eat it. i will give it to my nicky. she is lazy enough so never mind. seeing my friends all so hardworking already except me. stress comes knocking at my door suddenly. i want to scream i want to sigh i want to cry i want to eat i want to laugh i want to play. i don't want examination! argh. i am going nuts. stupid spm. don't be sad that i don't like you. blerk!

说好的幸福呢

你的繪畫凌亂著 在這個時刻
 我想起噴泉旁的白鴿 甜蜜散落了
 情緒莫名的拉扯 我還愛你呢
 伴你斷斷續續唱著歌 假裝沒事了

 時間過了走了 愛情面臨選擇
 你冷了倦了我哭了
 一開始的不快樂 你用卡片拭寫著
 有些愛只給到這真的懂了

怎麼了 你累了 說好的 幸福呢
 我懂了 不說了 愛淡了 夢遠了
 開心與不開心 一一細述著 你在不捨
 那些愛過的感覺都太深刻 我都還記得

 你不等了 說好的 幸福呢
 我錯了 淚乾了 放手了 後悔了
 只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著 要怎麼停呢

 怎麼了 你累了 說好的 幸福呢
 我懂了 不說了 愛淡了 夢遠了 我都還記得

你不等了 說好的 幸福呢
 我錯了 淚乾了 放手了 後悔了
 只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著 要怎麼停呢

lately...

hehe... guess it has been a while since i last updated my bloggie. xD well, actually, nothing much i can write about. life just goes on like usual, no, maybe a little bit special. hehe. my little-kid-friends just finished their pmr examination yesterday. i bet they are having fun now. unlike us, still need to fight for spm and stpm. wish that i can go back to that time, then we will be having fun like wild again. hehe. but if so, i will need to study form four and five again. nah... better don't. i rather finish my spm examination faster then go find my sister. miss her so much. hahaha. anyway, went to the prize-giving ceremony in our school today. very boring. and i chose the wrong place to sit. some boys sitting behind me kept talking non-sense and irrespectful things to the people going on stage. felt so much like punching them but i didn't, luckily. other than that, whole bunch of us walking from school to somewhere near the parkson after the boring morning. i think many people staring at us that time because we were still wearing uniforms and all that. hahaha. but then it was quite fun. seldom have chances to go out like that now since the examination is just around the corner. so must appreciate everytime i can go out with them. hehe.

a letter to you

dear friend,

it doesn't matter how much you score in the previous examinations
it doesn't matter how many times you failed
as long as you have given your very best, that's it
do not be discouraged, do not feel hopeless
because this is still not the end of our journeys
but no one knows where it will end nor how it will end
so don't stop trying
for God has plans for everyone of you
life certainly will not be smooth and successful all the time
it is ever changing, my dear
don't let the disappointment blinds your heart
because failures are the ways which lead to success most of the times
and God will always guide your paths
as long as you believe in Him
and give Him the right to take control of your lives

pray to Him
cry to Him
He is listening
be patient
be submissive
let His wills be done through you


be strong and courageous


keehung

so complicated

haih. everything in such a big mess. T.T