Living Water Village trip part 1- the arrival

it was indeed a blessing from above that i was able to join the trip to living water village, kalimantan. i had always wanted to go for a mission trip, and pass the love of God to the others. and i did. just came back to sibu this morning. it was exhausting, but i really could not deny that i learnt a lot from it. i saw God's miracles at work there and i saw how He transformed the lives of the children.



passing the immigrant. one step nearer to my dream.


this was the bus that transported us to our destination. 12 hours plus, yet we survived it. God is good. xD


this narrow, never ending, hole-ful road seems to me just like our journey of life, it is never easy and smooth. sometimes it seems like we are in the midst of nowhere but God is there forever. He guides us and leads us and never abandon us. in the end, we reach our destination safely. having great faith in God is one of the lessons i learnt throughout this trip. thank God for that.


"you are entering miracle zone. proceed at own risk"



we finally enter this wonderful and colourful place after long hours of sitting inside the airless bus dreaming and sleeping. as soon as i stepped out of the bus, energy filled me and i was able to fight for God. it was unbelievable, for me. and the children surrounding the bus made my heart exciting. yea, they were.

with mixed feelings

the condition of my heart... very ill. the reasons? it's okie. i'll just keep it to myself.
hmmm... haih... i don't know. i'm so confused and upset. i'm not happy, at all. and i don't know how to release the pain inside. i feel suffocated. horrible. i know i should give God all my troubles and problems but somehow i just can't let it go. i feel so defeated. tell me, what should i do?

i miss the good old days, so naive. you hardly let yourself be troubled by those abstract problems. now, i no longer understand myself. everything seems wrong and uncertain for me. and i don't know who else to turn to, i mean to people around me. i'm turning back to my melancholy personality once again...


*help*