with mixed feelings

the condition of my heart... very ill. the reasons? it's okie. i'll just keep it to myself.
hmmm... haih... i don't know. i'm so confused and upset. i'm not happy, at all. and i don't know how to release the pain inside. i feel suffocated. horrible. i know i should give God all my troubles and problems but somehow i just can't let it go. i feel so defeated. tell me, what should i do?

i miss the good old days, so naive. you hardly let yourself be troubled by those abstract problems. now, i no longer understand myself. everything seems wrong and uncertain for me. and i don't know who else to turn to, i mean to people around me. i'm turning back to my melancholy personality once again...


*help*

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