田馥甄 - LOVE!

田馥甄 - LOVE! LOVE!

詞曲 : 黃淑惠

我愛你 你愛她
她愛她 她愛他

你愛我 我愛他
他愛他 他愛她


咦

怎麼這世界 已經沒有人相愛
怎麼這世界 每個人都不快樂
怎麼這世界 每個人都愛別人 不愛自己

My heart wonders

I am home alone again. It's ironic enough. This is not even my home but where else can I go? I really miss home. =(

Recently, I am lost in a way I cannot find a way out of this maze. Whenever I look at others' blog, especially Jan, I will wonder how can a person rejoice in the Lord all the time? It's God's grace I know. Of course I know. I mean it has always been in my mind God's way is perfect and without flaws, we therefore should not worry and doubt Him. But you know, as more and more negative facts I discovered, I started to ponder what am I standing on, what am I holding on to. I then found my faith as tiny as the mustard seed, so easily moved. How could a person like me once thought of using my own life as the fifth Gospel to bring non-believers to Christ? I have all the knowledge but what for if it is not even transmitted to my heart? It is the heart that the Lord seeks, not the intelligence. What can I do to win the fight? How should I finish the race with victory?

GoodBye

A goodbye never means only a goodbye

Silently it whispers sardonically

And brings alongside detachment and distance

An insignificant one second indeed

Yet how mighty is the ability to shatter hopes and dreams

A goodbye ceases sweet promises and assurances

As if their existences are merely fairy tales

Often you'll question what defines goodbye

Is it just a simple combination of seven alphabets 

Or is it a faded affection

A goodbye wears out sincere smiles

Forcefully yet involuntarily

The heartbreak within who can empathise

Where then to fill this endless loneliness

Carved by goodbyes