雖有喜歡的，卻不採，盼後邊的更讓人歡心。
一路走來，身旁的風景煞是美麗動人。
停步。
回暯一看，才訝然發覺其實沒有所謂的那朵比較美麗的花兒，只有喜歡與否。
往後的路，未必再找得著那朵能捉住你心的花兒。
想倒頭，無奈，單程是此路。
望能再碰見那朵花，無奈，無一花兒不獨特，除非神蹟使他再現你眼前。
唯有繼續走，且更加謹慎莫錯過能再讓自身動心的花兒，方才能不在路的盡頭後悔莫及。
I will
Yet again You reminded me of Your neverending love and forgiveness, and I, too, ought to do the same. Because I, as your child, should develop a character just like Yours.
In your strengths lies most of your lethal weaknesses. However, your weaknesses, once developed, would rise up to be much greater strengths than the ones you already had. So be humble and be docile.
KeeHung is patient.
KeeHung is kind.
KeeHung does not envy.
KeeHung does not boast.
KeeHung is not proud.
KeeHung does not dishonour others.
KeeHung is not self-seeking.
KeeHung is not easily angered.
KeeHung keeps no record of wrongs.
KeeHung does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
KeeHung always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
KeeHung never fails.
In your strengths lies most of your lethal weaknesses. However, your weaknesses, once developed, would rise up to be much greater strengths than the ones you already had. So be humble and be docile.
行動
愛，在很多時候，都不該只是放在心裡或是只掛在嘴邊。
因為沒有人能挖開你的心細查心裡的容物，更沒有人會不斷相信那言而無信的愛語。
愛，本就該用行動證明，用行動表示。
。。。
其實，很多時候，孩子要的只是父母的肯定，時間和關心。
請不要忽視你們一舉一動對孩子所持有的影響力。
畢竟，孩子們對此事都是很敏感的。
因為沒有人能挖開你的心細查心裡的容物，更沒有人會不斷相信那言而無信的愛語。
愛，本就該用行動證明，用行動表示。
。。。
其實，很多時候，孩子要的只是父母的肯定，時間和關心。
請不要忽視你們一舉一動對孩子所持有的影響力。
畢竟，孩子們對此事都是很敏感的。
First hand experience
It sometimes takes you to be in that position of someone else in order to experience what he/she is going through. You don't know him/her as you think you have already known. So don't simply make judgement.
My Bad
Many times I wish I could just give you hugs, roses and kisses.
But it seems like my ill temper is giving you more sadness, bitterness and weariness.
The utterance of an apology is indeed very hard because sorry means I will never do it again.
And I can't promise a promise that I cannot keep. I'm not perfect. I cannot temper my short temper. If I could, I would have done it years ago when I was mature enough to start fearing even the thought of losing you. But I'll try. That is the best I can promise you.
I love you.
An Earlier Birthday Wish
I want us to have a reunion (at least) EVERY year even after we have graduated/ started working/ got married/ had children/ already in our white hair.
Attachment cannot be for long
Have been occupied with all the activities that I love doing - Chilling with friends, aimless trip to night market, card games, breakfast, supper, drawing, etc.. The kind of laughter that makes my stomach aches so much when being around them, I called happiness. But frankly, I just wish profanity wasn't such a prominent language they'd use. They are all intelligent ones you know, and their hearts are one of the kindest I believe. Teasing is always one of our main elements of communication but caring is another - which is unlike the former one, it is one without utterance but with action. Cool, ay? :)
Getting wilder and wilder as the number of year increases. Or maybe we have already been so ever since the beginning. At least this company is not the kind that would bring me downhill, or the kind that mummy would warn me to keep a distance at. Of course there are few cases which take me off guard completely but those should not hinder us from coming back together. I love them and I really couldn't imagine the loneliness that I'd possibly encounter after returning to reality in less than two months. (This, however, reminds me to be grateful for the advancement of the technology. Hehe.) From meeting to separation then reunion. This is life, no? It is never meant to be all bitter but bitter sweet, like coffee. Without the bitter essence we'd not be able to identify the sweetness infused in it and then learn to cherish each moment. Cliche but true.
March on.
Taking the same route cannot arrive at a different destination. This makes separation inevitable for each has to fulfill his own God-given assignments, which is by all odds different from individual to individual.
Getting wilder and wilder as the number of year increases. Or maybe we have already been so ever since the beginning. At least this company is not the kind that would bring me downhill, or the kind that mummy would warn me to keep a distance at. Of course there are few cases which take me off guard completely but those should not hinder us from coming back together. I love them and I really couldn't imagine the loneliness that I'd possibly encounter after returning to reality in less than two months. (This, however, reminds me to be grateful for the advancement of the technology. Hehe.) From meeting to separation then reunion. This is life, no? It is never meant to be all bitter but bitter sweet, like coffee. Without the bitter essence we'd not be able to identify the sweetness infused in it and then learn to cherish each moment. Cliche but true.
March on.
Taking the same route cannot arrive at a different destination. This makes separation inevitable for each has to fulfill his own God-given assignments, which is by all odds different from individual to individual.
Happiness spreads
To go to work/study happily and to return home happily.
It's a challenge to all of us.
Nehemiah 8:10
Nehemiah said, "Go and enjoy choice food and sweet drinks, and send some to those who have nothing prepared. This day is holy to our Lord. Do not grieve, for the joy of the Lord is your strength."
It's a challenge to all of us.
Nehemiah 8:10
Nehemiah said, "Go and enjoy choice food and sweet drinks, and send some to those who have nothing prepared. This day is holy to our Lord. Do not grieve, for the joy of the Lord is your strength."
從前。以後
有時，錯過了太多才突然驚覺機會已流逝。
想要挽回卻已逼近頸瓶，似乎再也無可救藥。
後悔，就能讓絕望再次擁有那一絲的希望嗎？
畢竟，再怎麼補償，心傷了終究會留疤。
再怎麼不捨，人離了終究會有新的歸宿，不再歸你。
想要挽回卻已逼近頸瓶，似乎再也無可救藥。
後悔，就能讓絕望再次擁有那一絲的希望嗎？
畢竟，再怎麼補償，心傷了終究會留疤。
再怎麼不捨，人離了終究會有新的歸宿，不再歸你。
原來，曾經親密無間的兩個人，會連路人都不如；
原來，如此關心愛護的兩個人，也會徹底地失去聯繫。
每個人都是孤獨的個體，學會堅強，學會勇敢，
學會拿的起，就能放的下。
感情，會濃，也會變淡。
即使有千般不願，萬般不捨，也阻止不了它的離去。
刪掉一切，卻無法刪掉那最深的記憶。
【摘】
記憶再不好，我依然記得，忘不了。
And this's not my new year resolution
But something I would like to keep reminding myself of.
1. Be kind in words - be hilarious but without sarcasm and teasing.
2. Rude/curse word is a definite no-no.
1. Be kind in words - be hilarious but without sarcasm and teasing.
2. Rude/curse word is a definite no-no.
Some random thoughts
Ofttimes I cannot help but to wonder, what am I really good at?
It is not that I doubt what the Lord can do for me but more to how I can fully utilise the gifts He has given me. Sometimes I don't even know where my giftings are. I have been in quite a few occasions where I have worked so hard and thought things would be better, yet, the outcomes showed otherwise. The problem is you don't get numb just because you have experienced it once or twice. They are like sharp knives, piercing through your unhealed wounds again and again, deeper and deeper. Saddening and disheartening, don't they? At certain points of my life, I have to admit, I felt like giving up - everything. But who am I to give up when those who love and care for me haven't even thought of giving up hope on me. How I do with my life does not even affect them a single bit and yet they choose to let my life be one of their concerns which vex them constantly. Shame on me to have disappointed them repeatedly.
But to utter a word of escape should mean more than just failure. I would not allow that.
I guess I just have to buck up, live it all up and never give up no matter how many times I have to encounter failures. For myself and for my loved ones. And ultimately, for Him. Because in the end, all glories are to be unto Him and Him alone.
Had a small gathering with my childhood friends. One of them whom I have not seen after primary school, I really missed her. It comforts me that all these friendships will not cease even when we are apart for days, weeks, months, or even years!
The longer we are apart, the keener I want us to be bonded stronger and closer together. I don't want us to be just friends, but family. Yes, family. Family members don't break away for any sort of reasons.
The memories that we have shared, I might forget some, but I'm certain, I will not forget those who have shared the memories with me. Their names are forever carved onto my heart already.
It is not that I doubt what the Lord can do for me but more to how I can fully utilise the gifts He has given me. Sometimes I don't even know where my giftings are. I have been in quite a few occasions where I have worked so hard and thought things would be better, yet, the outcomes showed otherwise. The problem is you don't get numb just because you have experienced it once or twice. They are like sharp knives, piercing through your unhealed wounds again and again, deeper and deeper. Saddening and disheartening, don't they? At certain points of my life, I have to admit, I felt like giving up - everything. But who am I to give up when those who love and care for me haven't even thought of giving up hope on me. How I do with my life does not even affect them a single bit and yet they choose to let my life be one of their concerns which vex them constantly. Shame on me to have disappointed them repeatedly.
But to utter a word of escape should mean more than just failure. I would not allow that.
I guess I just have to buck up, live it all up and never give up no matter how many times I have to encounter failures. For myself and for my loved ones. And ultimately, for Him. Because in the end, all glories are to be unto Him and Him alone.
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He really impressed me with his action of gratitude to all the lecturers who have taught him.
A friend worth cherishing indeed! Looking forward to having my path crosses his again.
:)
I think I have multiple personalities.
Or maybe it's a different side of me jumps out on defensive of the other one? This is interesting. I should really get to know all of them. Hmmm...
The longer we are apart, the keener I want us to be bonded stronger and closer together. I don't want us to be just friends, but family. Yes, family. Family members don't break away for any sort of reasons.
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| Mah Love. |
The memories that we have shared, I might forget some, but I'm certain, I will not forget those who have shared the memories with me. Their names are forever carved onto my heart already.
Anew
A new chapter, a new phase - a new beginning indeed.
There will be a new me, or to be precise, a better me.
I might become worse but I will not let that happen.
I will not waste His blessings, His gifts for me.
A bit worried, with a bit of fear. But they will do me no good.
So I decided to just trust Him. Like how a child would to his father.
***
Finally back to be with my family.
Happiness beyond words. The warmth that none can displace.
:)
There will be a new me, or to be precise, a better me.
I might become worse but I will not let that happen.
I will not waste His blessings, His gifts for me.
A bit worried, with a bit of fear. But they will do me no good.
So I decided to just trust Him. Like how a child would to his father.
***
Finally back to be with my family.
Happiness beyond words. The warmth that none can displace.
:)
談交友
他說這一年來，我改變至多。
不再像之前一樣文雅。
反之，變得有些粗俗。
是周遭友人的影響吧？
所以說，交友要謹慎。
你日後的價值觀，言行舉止等，
他們有份參與。
此事非容藐視之事。
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Ah! Forgot to mention, Happy New Year, my dear readers.
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Ah! Forgot to mention, Happy New Year, my dear readers.
God has no limit.
Don't let our own understanding limits Him.
Cheers to this new beginning! :)
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