where is my life?

suddenly realised that the time passes so swiftly that even if i wish to hold them back, i cannot. i had not have time to sit down and carefully make a card or whatever kind of arts for a very long time. really miss those days when i had plenty of time to do activities that i am interested in the most. i am really scare that i will soon forget the feeling of indulge myself in arts. ah! how horrible is that! perhaps, i really should reschedule my time so that i can have a more fruitful life, even in the middle of a jungle.