Paradox

It is ironic just how I am trying to be more cheerful and optimistic but I cannot. Sadness and its friends, they keep haunting me, though not every second. I am weary and tired but where can I find my refuge? Nothing seems right lately. I am worried and I am scared. But I have no one to turn to. Not that I do not have friends, but everyone has his/her things to bother. I really do not want to worry them. But I cannot stand alone. How can I ever think that I can walk this solo journey? I am not that strong after all. =(

Faith, where are you?

Hope, I really need you now.

Love, you seem so far away from me.