Beyond the Surface.

I feel like strangling myself sometimes for sleeping too much especially now that the final exam is so so so near. *Strangle*

I slept for five hours straight this afternoon. So basically my whole afternoon is gone! I'm great, right? Nay. I felt so terrible right after. 5 HOURS! I could have done something better and productive. Oh my I'm so speechless and disappointed.




I was sleeping and suddenly I heard the lovely sound of tik-tok tik-tok on the roof. Yes, it started raining. I love the sound of it But my clothes were still outside, supposedly for sunbathing not rain-soaking. Of course I ran out to fetch them immediately. Luckily the rain wasn't very hard on them. Or I should say, God covered them. He just wanted to wake me up.

Initially I wasn't aware of that. In fact, I blamed God. However, to my surprise, slightly after 10 minutes, the gloomy sky broke open and it was sunny once more i.e. I can have my clothes dried before sunset today. Yay!



From this, I learned that God is not to be blamed in all cases because He is ever faithful and He is truly amazing. Look further. See things beyond the sight. There is a noble purpose embedding each catastrophe in our lives. God is good and is to be praised.

Father forgive me for my ignorance. Thank You for all that are given to me.


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I dreamed a dream.


In the dream, we are having a mass reunion. Everything is simply too real to be differentiated with the reality. I woke up with emptiness in my heart but God told me to trust.

We are all bound to go through this phase in life, it'd be unrealistic to expect that we'd have the same group of people we love around us forever. People come and go, but what is more important is that you know that wherever they may be, they still care for you and are always there for you whenever you need them. Same in this case, we miss you too... We may not be literally in your life on a daily basis, but we're definitely part of it for as long as you want us to be ;) Hugs♥ Hang in there :) - From Ning Xing via Facebook. 


Life is beautiful. I'm loving it.

Epiphany.

I just realise, you were trying to make me happy. Thank you. =)

Papers returned. Disappointments overwhelmed.
Very sad indeed but I will not give up. I want success and then be there with all of you.
I understand, failure doesn't mean forsaking of God, but simply a reminder from Him that I have not prepared adequately. Stay positive. Study smart. Rely on Him.


I will fly.

Weekend Fab.



Friends. Food. Fun. Friendliness.

Unforgettable. 



Food gives you energy but friends keep you alive! 


Dear God, Dear You.




It pains me seeing you suffering because of that. 
I wish there is something I can do to soothe the pain you feel.






Dear God, please heal him.




In Awe.


I was heading back to my chalet after lunch today and I noticed the sky. It wasn't the most sunshiny one neither was it a breathtaking one. But it just captured my attention. 
A simple scenery He paints and yet it emerges as one that soaks your fatigue with a sense of joy and comfort. While the whole world is too busy and too inadequate to provide, God cares. His ways are simple but unique, insignificant but with force. 


He, I look to in amazement.


This is not the aforementioned sky. But it looked somewhat like this. Very blue.


God is indeed the greatest and the most creative artist at all times! Unbeatable. 

A Choice to Make.

Love should be unconditional and long lasting, shouldn't it?


Whenever I see sweet couples, I smile unwittingly. Love is so contagious and people around you can actually feel it. Especially when you know them personally, and the stories behind their clasping hands. 
I pray for their relationship to be able to endure the trials of time and distance, and that they will commit to each other trustingly knowing their halves will do so too.






It's love that we breathed every second for God loved us so much He let Love hung on the cross so that we can breathe new life.



There is this one very special person whom I have met,
he is my sunshine being taken away.



一曲终

悲风咆哮宣告又一个卑微生命的结束
光荣或不终究会返回成灰不带走什么
遗留的只剩亲朋心中无人能取的地位
他们微笑诉说她的坚强努力为使心安
在曲终人离场散后又有谁看得见
他们心中的泪一直如雷雨狂下无阻
失去至情种在心田中的感觉
那寂寞并非短暂是个永恒的结痂
是面具下心伤独自流下的泪痕


You are not alone.
For you. Dated 9 April 2011.

Slacking...

Oh no. No slacking. I have more to accomplish. 
Previous failure and defeat should be the reasons for me not to fail again. 
 I must nail down the other papers.
And like what I've said earlier,
It's only trial.
It's going to improve.

Go girl, I believe you can!
If God is with you, then no one can be against you.



I-Don't-Know-What-To-Do.

O Lord, Mathematics has made your daughter feeling so disheartened and miserable.

I thought it would be better this time. I worked for it, I did exercises, but still why did I go blank looking at the question paper just now? Ahh... I feel so useless now.

I just don't have a flair for Maths, do I? =(

Puzzled.

I don't understand. Maybe I am simply nobody to you.

Be Positive. Be Enthusiastic.

Had two Biology papers just now. It's easy to tell, it's no good. I blamed, hated myself for it. Then I realised, hey, this is not the final yet. It's only trial examination. I still have time. I thanked God.

Really glad I saw this phrase from my friend's Facebook shout out, it really encouraged me.

灵命的成熟是看见并抓住神所命定的机会。
Spiritual maturity is when you are able to see and catch hold of the opportunities given by God.

I shall stop shuffling the contents of my brain. It's time to organise everything, not confused by everything. I will get what I need, by the grace of God.


...... and yay! I can smell the rain. =)

A Brand New Experience

Guess what? 


I went for blood donation this morning (spontaneously) and it was awesome because I did not feel any pain before, during, and after. I felt excited and happy. Still is. 


God gives lives.
Including mine.
Hopefully my little humble blood can save a life.


=D

The Beginning of a New Month.

Yes. It's April. I wish it is still February. But this doesn't give me any reason to miss April's fun. I am going to make it fruitful and meaningful. April is a witty fool. It takes courage and wit to become a fool, don't you agree with me? Our life is practically the same, too. A fool is never easy to be - to be able to satirize the trivial minds and not consumed by the worldly definitions of life, to be able to poke fun of himself and to see his flaws whilst others are suffering for their vanity, to be able not to dwell in the mistakes he has made but move on knowing a mistake can never be corrected. A fool accepts his life with an open mind and this allows him to enjoy his life with thanksgiving. I guess that's why people love April's fool - to fool and to be fooled, without caring much about how others may think.

I love nonsense.


......xoxo......


Sad truth:

 I wish I can upload photos in my posts, but unfortunately the internet line doesn't allow me. 


......xoxo......


My lips praise God for His faithfulness. My soul rests assured knowing He has already gone before me to make wonderful plans for my future. My heart rejoices for His unfailing love.

I yearn for Him. 


......xoxo......


I pray for discipline in my studies so that I can get the right placement into the university of my choice.
In Jesus' name, I reject and refuse every acceptance of failure and defeat.

Look to Jesus and focus on Him when others seem to be moving faster than us in our studies.
Jesus cares.


......xoxo......


 Words are very powerful weapons. They console a soul and bring them to the top of their career but they also shot people die and bring them to hell. 
Use them wisely.

I should stop being sarcastic.


......xoxo......


We all need someone to be there. Someone who would say,  

"Take care because if you don't, I will."


珍贵的合照


那晚你我第一又唯一的合照
拿在手心看了又看却还是爱不释手
有你在身旁我幸福笑得灿烂
你那腼腆的笑容里藏什我却没多思

搭在我肩上你手的温度隐隐约约
让我天真以为你的离去纯属噩梦
紧贴你胸我的心跳是否感觉得到
受伤后的心灵依旧渴慕被你触摸

照片逐渐泛黄    你却浑然不晓得
心的角落里    我还在等着你