Everytime.

I really miss you all. :'(

Everytime I see the photographs of yours I feel the very severe aching of my heart. I could have been there in the photo with you, not just merely glancing at the photo alone in front of the notebook. Watching you drawing one step closer to your dreams and enjoying yourselves as you pursue them, indeed in my heart I feel that sincere joy and happiness for you. But, really, somehow it is inevitable for me to feel regret and ashamed of myself. After all, I was the only one who couldn't make it through back then.

I keep reminding myself of God's beautiful blessings and promises, but... Sigh. It takes time to cure a broken heart and shattered dreams aye?

Everytime, everytime. It never fails to remind me of my past failures.