My Deepest Love for You

Your contagious laughter, your promising encouragements,

Your soft voice, and the sweet melody from your violin,

When and how can I hear them again except refreshing back the old pieces of my memories?

My heart ached when I heard your mother passed away,

But now that you are gone, even tears cannot comfort my soul.

You are too young still, you have dreams unfulfilled,

But regret not. God knows you have run a victorious race,

That is why you are there with Him now.

I miss you dearly but my heart fills with joy knowing you will be in the arms of our Father in heaven forever.

I love you.

最想念的季节

今天的今天如果没有意外的发生，是特别的。

我等了好久，却等到一片空白。

谁会相信呢？

曾经说好的长长久久，变成了历史。

I think I should stop complaining about the trials given to me.

Rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us. 

Romans 5:3-5

Love her. Make her smile.

 既然喜欢她的笑，就不要让她学会哭。

Learned this very phrase from one of my friends: If you like seeing her smiling, don't teach her how to cry then. Basically, it is not letting someone you love and appreciate feels down/sad.  Quite true though. In reality, often we will see people become moody or even jump off from buildings in the great name of love. But do they ever think of this before? People who love you will not let you cry. Those who will make you cry are not worth your tears. Of course it is not telling you to be a robot, feeling no sadness even after some sort of breaking ups. It is an experience to love and to be hurt. You will definitely feel emotional after all the heartaches. But then, after crying for a few days, weeks, months or even years, there is something you will need to learn - let go what is not meant for you. God generously gave his promise that he will not separate those he joins together. So why fear you will not meet Love again?

Nothing special.

It's 10 October 2010. I wonder what is so special about it? It depends, I guess.

Thank You Lord

I think I am happy. Yes, I do. I am happy.
God is good. I thank Thee. =)

A Translator

Merely a translator I am,
Bridge between different ethnic groups.
Main task: Translating and conveying words
Aliens to my thoughts.
My ears observe and my tongue follows instructions
given by speakers of various languages.
It may sound poetic, with rhyme and rhythm,
Or even with adequate political or religious knowledge,
But none represents my own.

The voice - unheard.

Would You Lord

Would you still look on me with love after witnessing all my failures and weaknesses?

Would you cover me with hopes and peace when I am disappointed with myself and my work?

Would you colour my life if ever my world is becoming grey and is fading slowly?

Would you continue to water and nurture my soul if my flower is slow to bloom?

Would you still walk that extra miles with me when I am being indecisive and emotional at times?

Would you patiently correct me and wipe out the shame on my face when I am wrong again?

Would you kindly remind me of your presence if ever I am diagnosed with Alzheimer’s disease?

Would you still proudly tell the world that I am your child when the whole world abhors me?

Would you mind to take this broken heart and mend it with your unconditional love?

Would you care if the only thing I could offer up to you is incomplete but is my all?

Oh God, I know you will never forsake me for you are faithful. 

Paradox

It is ironic just how I am trying to be more cheerful and optimistic but I cannot. Sadness and its friends, they keep haunting me, though not every second. I am weary and tired but where can I find my refuge? Nothing seems right lately. I am worried and I am scared. But I have no one to turn to. Not that I do not have friends, but everyone has his/her things to bother. I really do not want to worry them. But I cannot stand alone. How can I ever think that I can walk this solo journey? I am not that strong after all. =(

Faith, where are you?

Hope, I really need you now.

Love, you seem so far away from me. 

回忆。成长

随着时间的带领我们步入不同的时代
依然没有荣华富贵没有惊天动地的成就
偶尔的疯狂举动狂野的面世态度
却让一天的平凡变不平凡

试问此时此刻你心中在回忆着历史的哪一幕？
浮出的是那段曾经甜蜜美满的恋情
还是与死党成群笑闹做丢脸傻事之时
又或者是在你玻璃心上狠狠刻上一刀的他们
再试问有谁能信心十足的拍胸脯说
过去算什么？根本不足以让我留恋
更不可能约束我的举止行动使我牵肠挂肚

对本人而言
人生里有很多阶段
而每个阶段都具有它所属的目的
让我们成熟并确定我们未来的方向
在不同的季节里我们感受不同的心情
可以是白皑皑蔚蓝橙红或是粉蓝
全都是我们很重要的一部分

少了回忆  我们谁也不是
没有自己  一切都无所谓了