Desire to be Fulfilled.

I want to go traveling - to see the face of the world and leave my footprints all over the lands!

Every Hope Every Dream

Whether or not it will come true, it doesn't matter.

Having family celebrating one's birthday together is the best gift ever.

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God gives me the faith of a little child -  a faith that will look to thee, that will never falter and fail, that will follow thee trustingly.

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Greater love has no one than this, than to lay down one's life for his friends. - John 15:13

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Traveling, always in my blood. Charity, a tunnel to spread God's love. God, where my heart is.  

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Making a wish is as simple as ABC, but to make it comes true, we can only pray with faith and wait patiently, of course not forgetting to do our own parts. Throughout this particular year, God has made me realise that I am in no position to make any final decisions in my life but to obey him willingly. I learned that falling does not always result in endless disgrace but a process of humbling and molding oneself.

This year is a relatively tough year for me. Broken relationships, failures, illnesses, deaths, etc. Honestly when all these happened, I doubted his everlasting promises, I questioned his perfect timing, I turned away from his wonderful plans. Nonetheless, he has never fail to show me his grace and mercy. He gave me hope when I failed my examinations miserably, he comforted me when I was struck down by the deaths of two friends of mine, he surrounded me with his unconditional love when I felt hopeless with humans' flaws. My dreams he built and shaped gradually through all the events I experienced. Despite some doubts (still), I knew his love will remain through all odds.

There is hope in every heartbeat. 

Cherish every second and strive to do better without dwelling in the past.

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Boys don't matter much in this phrase of life. Friends are. Ambitions are.

God is.

My Deepest Love for You

Your contagious laughter, your promising encouragements,

Your soft voice, and the sweet melody from your violin,

When and how can I hear them again except refreshing back the old pieces of my memories?

My heart ached when I heard your mother passed away,

But now that you are gone, even tears cannot comfort my soul.

You are too young still, you have dreams unfulfilled,

But regret not. God knows you have run a victorious race,

That is why you are there with Him now.

I miss you dearly but my heart fills with joy knowing you will be in the arms of our Father in heaven forever.

I love you.

最想念的季节

今天的今天如果没有意外的发生，是特别的。

我等了好久，却等到一片空白。

谁会相信呢？

曾经说好的长长久久，变成了历史。

I think I should stop complaining about the trials given to me.

Rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us. 

Romans 5:3-5

Love her. Make her smile.

 既然喜欢她的笑，就不要让她学会哭。

Learned this very phrase from one of my friends: If you like seeing her smiling, don't teach her how to cry then. Basically, it is not letting someone you love and appreciate feels down/sad.  Quite true though. In reality, often we will see people become moody or even jump off from buildings in the great name of love. But do they ever think of this before? People who love you will not let you cry. Those who will make you cry are not worth your tears. Of course it is not telling you to be a robot, feeling no sadness even after some sort of breaking ups. It is an experience to love and to be hurt. You will definitely feel emotional after all the heartaches. But then, after crying for a few days, weeks, months or even years, there is something you will need to learn - let go what is not meant for you. God generously gave his promise that he will not separate those he joins together. So why fear you will not meet Love again?

Nothing special.

It's 10 October 2010. I wonder what is so special about it? It depends, I guess.

Thank You Lord

I think I am happy. Yes, I do. I am happy.
God is good. I thank Thee. =)

A Translator

Merely a translator I am,
Bridge between different ethnic groups.
Main task: Translating and conveying words
Aliens to my thoughts.
My ears observe and my tongue follows instructions
given by speakers of various languages.
It may sound poetic, with rhyme and rhythm,
Or even with adequate political or religious knowledge,
But none represents my own.

The voice - unheard.

Would You Lord

Would you still look on me with love after witnessing all my failures and weaknesses?

Would you cover me with hopes and peace when I am disappointed with myself and my work?

Would you colour my life if ever my world is becoming grey and is fading slowly?

Would you continue to water and nurture my soul if my flower is slow to bloom?

Would you still walk that extra miles with me when I am being indecisive and emotional at times?

Would you patiently correct me and wipe out the shame on my face when I am wrong again?

Would you kindly remind me of your presence if ever I am diagnosed with Alzheimer’s disease?

Would you still proudly tell the world that I am your child when the whole world abhors me?

Would you mind to take this broken heart and mend it with your unconditional love?

Would you care if the only thing I could offer up to you is incomplete but is my all?

Oh God, I know you will never forsake me for you are faithful.