距离是真爱的考验，由时间做出答案。为了你深爱的人，请做出点牺牲。守住你们的爱情，否则怎么能谈得上真正的爱情？你可以忘记以前的誓言，但是记住自己的真心，扪心自问，你是否爱得那么深？你愿意让两个人都受伤吗？
credit to http://liferoadmission.blogspot.com
heartware
well, i saw this article from somewhere and i think it's great so i decided to 'steal' it and post it up here for everyone to see. enjoy reading and hope you guys got the message in it. God loves you all!
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Customer: I have this new program. I'm not very technical, but I think I'm ready to install it now. What do I do first?
CS Rep: The first step is to open your HEART. Have you located your HEART?
Customer: Yes I have, but there are several programmes runningright now. Is it okay to install while they are running?
CS Rep: What programs are running?
Customer: Let me see... I have PASTHURT.EXE, LOWESTEEM.EXE, GRUDGE.EXE, and RESENTMENT.COM running right now.
CS Rep: No problem. LOVE will automatically erase PASTHURT.EXE from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory, but it will no longer disrupt other programs. LOVE will eventually overwrite LOWESTEEM.EXE with a module of its own called HIGHESTEEM.EXE. However, you have to completely turn off GRUDGE.EXE and RESENTMENT.COM. Those programs prevent LOVE from being properly installed. Can you turn those off?
Customer: I don't know how to turn them off... Can you tell me how?
CS Rep: My pleasure. Go to your Start menu and invoke FORGIVENESS.EXE. Do this as many times as necessary untill GRUDGE.EXE and RESENTMENT.COM have been completely erased.
Customer: Okay, I'm done. LOVE has started installing itself automatically. Is that normal?
CS Rep: Yes it is. You should recieve a message that says it will install for the life of your HEART. Do you see that message?
Customer: Yes I do. Is it completely installed?
CS Rep: Yes, but remember that you have only the base program. You need to begin connecting to other HEARTs in order to get the upgrades.
Customer: Oops. I have an error message already. What should I do?
CS Rep: What does the message say?
Customer: It says, "ERROR 412 --- PROGRAM NOT RUN ON INTERNAL COMPONENTS." What does that mean?
CS Rep: Don't worry, that's a common problem. It means that the LOVE program is set up to run on external HEARTs but has not yet run on your HEART. It's one of those complicated programming things, but in non-technical terms it means you have to "LOVE"
your own machine before it can "LOVE" others.
Customer: So what should I do?
CS Rep: Can you find the directory called "SELF_ACCEPTANCE"?
Customer: Yes, I have it.
CS Rep: Excellent, you're getting good at this.
Customer: Thanks.
CS Rep: You're welcome. Click on the following files then copy them to the "MY HEART" directory: FORGIVESELF.DOC, SELFESTEEM.TXT, REALIZEWORTH.TXT, and GOODNESS.DOC. The system will overwrite any conflicting files and begin patching any faulty programming. Also, you need to delete SELFCRITIC.EXE from all directories, and then empty your recycle bin afterwards to make sure it's completely gone and never comes back .
Customer: Got it. Hey! my HEART is filling up with really neat files. SMILE.MPG is playing on my monitor right now, and it shows that WARMTH.COM, PEACE.EXE, and CONTENTMENT.COM are copying themselves all over my HEART!
CS Rep: Then LOVE is installed and running. You should be able to handle it from here. Oh, and one more thing before I go.
Customer: Yes?
CS Rep: LOVE is freeware. Be sure to give it and its various modules to everybody you meet. They will in turn share it with other people and they will return some realy neat modules back to you.
Customer: Thank you so much...!!!! (SFX: MUAKSS~~*)
CS Rep: Ahahahaa.. *blush*...
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Customer: I have this new program. I'm not very technical, but I think I'm ready to install it now. What do I do first?
CS Rep: The first step is to open your HEART. Have you located your HEART?
Customer: Yes I have, but there are several programmes runningright now. Is it okay to install while they are running?
CS Rep: What programs are running?
Customer: Let me see... I have PASTHURT.EXE, LOWESTEEM.EXE, GRUDGE.EXE, and RESENTMENT.COM running right now.
CS Rep: No problem. LOVE will automatically erase PASTHURT.EXE from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory, but it will no longer disrupt other programs. LOVE will eventually overwrite LOWESTEEM.EXE with a module of its own called HIGHESTEEM.EXE. However, you have to completely turn off GRUDGE.EXE and RESENTMENT.COM. Those programs prevent LOVE from being properly installed. Can you turn those off?
Customer: I don't know how to turn them off... Can you tell me how?
CS Rep: My pleasure. Go to your Start menu and invoke FORGIVENESS.EXE. Do this as many times as necessary untill GRUDGE.EXE and RESENTMENT.COM have been completely erased.
Customer: Okay, I'm done. LOVE has started installing itself automatically. Is that normal?
CS Rep: Yes it is. You should recieve a message that says it will install for the life of your HEART. Do you see that message?
Customer: Yes I do. Is it completely installed?
CS Rep: Yes, but remember that you have only the base program. You need to begin connecting to other HEARTs in order to get the upgrades.
Customer: Oops. I have an error message already. What should I do?
CS Rep: What does the message say?
Customer: It says, "ERROR 412 --- PROGRAM NOT RUN ON INTERNAL COMPONENTS." What does that mean?
CS Rep: Don't worry, that's a common problem. It means that the LOVE program is set up to run on external HEARTs but has not yet run on your HEART. It's one of those complicated programming things, but in non-technical terms it means you have to "LOVE"
your own machine before it can "LOVE" others.
Customer: So what should I do?
CS Rep: Can you find the directory called "SELF_ACCEPTANCE"?
Customer: Yes, I have it.
CS Rep: Excellent, you're getting good at this.
Customer: Thanks.
CS Rep: You're welcome. Click on the following files then copy them to the "MY HEART" directory: FORGIVESELF.DOC, SELFESTEEM.TXT, REALIZEWORTH.TXT, and GOODNESS.DOC. The system will overwrite any conflicting files and begin patching any faulty programming. Also, you need to delete SELFCRITIC.EXE from all directories, and then empty your recycle bin afterwards to make sure it's completely gone and never comes back .
Customer: Got it. Hey! my HEART is filling up with really neat files. SMILE.MPG is playing on my monitor right now, and it shows that WARMTH.COM, PEACE.EXE, and CONTENTMENT.COM are copying themselves all over my HEART!
CS Rep: Then LOVE is installed and running. You should be able to handle it from here. Oh, and one more thing before I go.
Customer: Yes?
CS Rep: LOVE is freeware. Be sure to give it and its various modules to everybody you meet. They will in turn share it with other people and they will return some realy neat modules back to you.
Customer: Thank you so much...!!!! (SFX: MUAKSS~~*)
CS Rep: Ahahahaa.. *blush*...
parts of my memories
Well, how to start? It’s holiday now. After the youth convention, now, I am in kl, for vacation. It has been quite a while since the last time. This time, I’m not staying at my aunty’s place, instead I stay at my sister’s, with her coursemates. Hahaha… I haven’t had the chance to go shopping yet. So I just stay at home watching drama- gossip girl all day long. I think quite many of you knew that drama. I love the friendships that bond between the characters. Yea, we should be honest with our friends and we can always work things out if we are willing to let others to help u. xD and I get to know my sister’s friends over here. Many are of the same age as my brother, 18. I am glad that I still can mix with them. Hehe...
then, we even had the privilege to go to the doulos, which happened to stop at kuching. It was indeed a very huge ship, beautiful as well. In the ship we got to see the performance by the volunteer team on doulos- one step. well, my mistake. one step is not the team name, but a programme. It was meant to tell others about God’s love and bring others to Christ. Quite nice. Too bad I didn’t have the chance to move around and see all parts of the ship. But I did take photos of it.
overall, i am really very happy and thankful about all those chances that God gave me, in order to know Him deeper and see the wonders that He created. i'm truly blessed. =D
by the way, i am accepted for going to the stms. yeah! really hope that i can learn more about God and know how to spread His good news to others. wish me luck. hehe...
give thanks with a grateful heart
guess my blog has been collecting dust recently. so sorry. finally finished off my last paper last thursday. i thought i would be very happy and exciting, but i didn't. i wondered why. perhaps, i was too exhausted after the three weeks examination. but i still went out with my friends after that. quite enjoying. we laughed nonstop and the whole place became so noisy because of us. guess what? from early of the thursday morning (that was before i had my examination), till friday night, excluding sleeping hours, i was only staying at home for not more than 5 hours. can you imagine that? went out with friends all day long. hahaha.
well, during the friday night, jan asked me to join them for a thanksgiving dinner, celebrating that the spm had finally became history for us. hehe. altogether there were 8 of us, jan, andrea, pauline, amanda, andrew, elvin, tong kai and i. jan asked us to mention 3 things that we could be thankful of over the past. i knew there were many things that we could be thankful of but my mind just went blank when it was my turn for speaking. weird, huh? maybe it was because they were all speaking in english. shrug. i should really learn to speak in english. oh no... somebody help me...
yea, indeed there are many things that we can be thankful of in our whole life. be it big or small. we can even be thankful of a little piece of biscuit that we are eating. and also for the dawn, it is a new day, right? so why not? we can be thankful for everything and we should be grateful and satisfy even when we are in troubles because troubles bring perseverance and strengthen our faith in God. however, not all of us give thanks always. often i complain too much and forget that my circumstances are still better than others or others are also facing the same problems but they say no complain. so i will learn to be thankful always. please, do remind me if any of you hear me complaining again. thanks.
well, during the friday night, jan asked me to join them for a thanksgiving dinner, celebrating that the spm had finally became history for us. hehe. altogether there were 8 of us, jan, andrea, pauline, amanda, andrew, elvin, tong kai and i. jan asked us to mention 3 things that we could be thankful of over the past. i knew there were many things that we could be thankful of but my mind just went blank when it was my turn for speaking. weird, huh? maybe it was because they were all speaking in english. shrug. i should really learn to speak in english. oh no... somebody help me...
yea, indeed there are many things that we can be thankful of in our whole life. be it big or small. we can even be thankful of a little piece of biscuit that we are eating. and also for the dawn, it is a new day, right? so why not? we can be thankful for everything and we should be grateful and satisfy even when we are in troubles because troubles bring perseverance and strengthen our faith in God. however, not all of us give thanks always. often i complain too much and forget that my circumstances are still better than others or others are also facing the same problems but they say no complain. so i will learn to be thankful always. please, do remind me if any of you hear me complaining again. thanks.
this is how He loves us
A TEENAGER'S VIEW OF HEAVEN
17-year-old Brian Moore had only a short time to write something for a class. The subject was 'What Heaven was like. ' I wowed 'em,' he later told his father, Bruce. 'It's a killer. It's the bomb. It's the best thing I ever wrote..' It also was the last.
Brian Moore died May 27, 1997, the day after Memorial Day. He was driving home from a friend's house when his car went off Bulen-Pierce Road in Pickaway County and struck a utility pole. He emerged from the wreck unharmed but stepped on a downed power line and was electrocuted.
The Moores framed a copy of Brian's essay and hung it among the family portraits in the living room. 'I think God used him to make a point. I think we were meant to find it and make something out of it,' Mrs. Moore said of the essay. She and her husband want to share their son's vision of life after death. 'I'm happy for Brian. I know he's in heaven. I know I'll see him.'
Brian's Essay: The Room...
In that place between wakefulness and dreams, I found myself in the room. There were no distinguishing features except for the one wall covered with small index card files. They were like the ones in libraries that list titles by author or subject in alphabetical order. But these files, which stretched from floor to ceiling and seemingly endless in either direction, had very different headings. As I drew near the wall of files, the first to catch my attention was one that read 'Girls I have liked.' I opened it and began flipping through the cards. I quickly shut it, shocked to realize that I recognized the names written on each one. And then without being told, I knew exactly where I was.
This lifeless room with its small files was a crude catalog system for my life. Here were written the actions of my every moment, big and small, in a detail my memory couldn't match. A sense of wonder and curiosity, coupled with horror, stirred within me as I began randomly opening files and exploring their content. Some brought joy and sweet memories; others a sense of shame and regret so intense that I would look over my shoulder to see if anyone was watching.
A file named 'Friends' was next to one marked 'Friends I have betrayed.' The titles ranged from the mundane to the outright weird 'Books I Have Read,' 'Lies I Have Told,' 'Comfort I have Given,' 'Jokes I Have Laughed at .' Some were almost hilarious in their exactness: 'Things I've yelled at my brothers.' Others I couldn't laugh at: 'Things I Have Done in My Anger', 'Things I Have Muttered Under My Breath at My Parents.' I never ceased to be surprised by the contents.
Often there were many more cards than I expected. Sometimes fewer than I hoped. I was overwhelmed by the sheer volume of the life I had lived. Could it be possible that I had the time in my years to fill each of these thousands or even millions of cards? But each card confirmed this truth. Each was written in my own handwriting. Each signed with my signature.
When I pulled out the file marked 'TV Shows I have watched', I realized the files grew to contain their contents. The cards were packed tightly, and yet after two or three yards, I hadn't found the end of the file. I shut it, shamed, not so much by the quality of shows but more by the vast time I knew that file represented.
When I came to a file marked 'Lustful Thoughts,' I felt a chill run through my body. I pulled the file out only an inch, not willing to test its size and drew out a card. I shuddered at its detailed content.
I felt sick to think that such a moment had been recorded. An almost animal rage broke on me. One thought dominated my mind: No one must ever see these cards! No one must ever see this room! I have to destroy them!' In insane frenzy I yanked the file out. Its size didn't matter now. I had to empty it and burn the cards. But as I took it at one end and began pounding it on the floor, I could not dislodge a single card. I became desperate and pulled out a card, only to find it as strong as steel when I tried to tear it.
Defeated and utterly helpless, I returned the file to its slot. Leaning my forehead against the wall, I let out a long, self-pitying sigh.
And then I saw it.. The title bore 'People I Have Shared the Gospel With.' The handle was brighter than those around it,seemed newer, almost unused. I pulled on its handle and a small box not more than three inches long fell into my hands. I could count the cards it contained on one hand.
And then the tears came. I began to weep. Sobs so deep that they hurt. They started in my stomach and shook through me. I fell on my knees and cried. I cried out of shame, from the overwhelming shame of it all. The rows of file shelves swirled in my tear-filled eyes. No one must ever, ever know of this room. I must lock it up and hide the key. But then as I pushed away the tears, I saw Him.
No, please not Him. Not here. Oh, anyone but Jesus. I watched helplessly as He began to open the files and read the cards. I couldn't bear to watch His response. And in the moments I could bring myself to look at His face, I saw a sorrow deeper than my own.
He seemed to intuitively go to the worst boxes. Why did He have to read every one? Finally He turned and looked at me from across the room. He looked at me with pity in His eyes. But this was a pity that didn't anger me. I dropped my head, covered my face with my hands and began to cry again. He walked over and put His arm around me. He could have said so many things. But He didn't say a word. He just cried with me.
Then He got up and walked back to the wall of files. Starting at one end of the room, He took out a file and, one by one, began to sign His name over mine on each card. 'No!' I shouted rushing to Him. All I could find to say was 'No, no,' as I pulled the card from Him. His name shouldn't be on these cards. But there it was, written in red so rich, so dark, so alive. The name of Jesus covered mine. It was written with His blood. He gently took the card back. He smiled a sad smile and began to sign the cards. I don't think I'll ever understand how He did it so quickly, but the next instant it seemed I heard Him close the last file and walk back to my side.
He placed His hand on my shoulder and said, 'It is finished.' I stood up, and He led me out of the room. There was no lock on its door. There were still cards to be written.
Il Divo
falling in love with il divo recently. 4 great singers from different countries yet they still able to live with each others and together make the seemed-so-impossible task possible, making me so impressed. singing in harmony, calming the hearts of the troubled. especially love the two songs, isabel and mama.
again, the same title: SPM!
oh... give me a break. study everyday without a single word entering my mind. i'm dead. i need help. who can borrow her/his brain to me for two weeks? just the two weeks. then i will give you sweets. xP okie. enough of the joke. but i still need the brain. watching my brother and my little-kid friends being so excited after their exam, i am so so so and so jealous of them. i still have three more weeks to go. three more weeks. pray that i won't be a lazy bug. anyway, wish those sitting for spm and stpm friends all the best, God surely with you all throughout the days.
for myself: happy spm!
for myself: happy spm!
spm spm spm spm spm spm...
less than 3 weeks time. not yet finish revising. what should i do? lazyworm start finding me again. i hate it. why i just can't catch it then burn it in the rice cooker? but of course i won't eat it. i will give it to my nicky. she is lazy enough so never mind. seeing my friends all so hardworking already except me. stress comes knocking at my door suddenly. i want to scream i want to sigh i want to cry i want to eat i want to laugh i want to play. i don't want examination! argh. i am going nuts. stupid spm. don't be sad that i don't like you. blerk!
说好的幸福呢
你的繪畫凌亂著 在這個時刻
我想起噴泉旁的白鴿 甜蜜散落了
情緒莫名的拉扯 我還愛你呢
伴你斷斷續續唱著歌 假裝沒事了
時間過了走了 愛情面臨選擇
你冷了倦了我哭了
一開始的不快樂 你用卡片拭寫著
有些愛只給到這真的懂了
怎麼了 你累了 說好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不說了 愛淡了 夢遠了
開心與不開心 一一細述著 你在不捨
那些愛過的感覺都太深刻 我都還記得
你不等了 說好的 幸福呢
我錯了 淚乾了 放手了 後悔了
只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著 要怎麼停呢
怎麼了 你累了 說好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不說了 愛淡了 夢遠了 我都還記得
你不等了 說好的 幸福呢
我錯了 淚乾了 放手了 後悔了
只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著 要怎麼停呢
我想起噴泉旁的白鴿 甜蜜散落了
情緒莫名的拉扯 我還愛你呢
伴你斷斷續續唱著歌 假裝沒事了
時間過了走了 愛情面臨選擇
你冷了倦了我哭了
一開始的不快樂 你用卡片拭寫著
有些愛只給到這真的懂了
怎麼了 你累了 說好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不說了 愛淡了 夢遠了
開心與不開心 一一細述著 你在不捨
那些愛過的感覺都太深刻 我都還記得
你不等了 說好的 幸福呢
我錯了 淚乾了 放手了 後悔了
只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著 要怎麼停呢
怎麼了 你累了 說好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不說了 愛淡了 夢遠了 我都還記得
你不等了 說好的 幸福呢
我錯了 淚乾了 放手了 後悔了
只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著 要怎麼停呢
lately...
hehe... guess it has been a while since i last updated my bloggie. xD well, actually, nothing much i can write about. life just goes on like usual, no, maybe a little bit special. hehe. my little-kid-friends just finished their pmr examination yesterday. i bet they are having fun now. unlike us, still need to fight for spm and stpm. wish that i can go back to that time, then we will be having fun like wild again. hehe. but if so, i will need to study form four and five again. nah... better don't. i rather finish my spm examination faster then go find my sister. miss her so much. hahaha. anyway, went to the prize-giving ceremony in our school today. very boring. and i chose the wrong place to sit. some boys sitting behind me kept talking non-sense and irrespectful things to the people going on stage. felt so much like punching them but i didn't, luckily. other than that, whole bunch of us walking from school to somewhere near the parkson after the boring morning. i think many people staring at us that time because we were still wearing uniforms and all that. hahaha. but then it was quite fun. seldom have chances to go out like that now since the examination is just around the corner. so must appreciate everytime i can go out with them. hehe.
a letter to you
dear friend,
it doesn't matter how much you score in the previous examinations
it doesn't matter how many times you failed
as long as you have given your very best, that's it
do not be discouraged, do not feel hopeless
because this is still not the end of our journeys
but no one knows where it will end nor how it will end
so don't stop trying
for God has plans for everyone of you
life certainly will not be smooth and successful all the time
it is ever changing, my dear
don't let the disappointment blinds your heart
because failures are the ways which lead to success most of the times
and God will always guide your paths
as long as you believe in Him
and give Him the right to take control of your lives
be strong and courageous
keehung
it doesn't matter how much you score in the previous examinations
it doesn't matter how many times you failed
as long as you have given your very best, that's it
do not be discouraged, do not feel hopeless
because this is still not the end of our journeys
but no one knows where it will end nor how it will end
so don't stop trying
for God has plans for everyone of you
life certainly will not be smooth and successful all the time
it is ever changing, my dear
don't let the disappointment blinds your heart
because failures are the ways which lead to success most of the times
and God will always guide your paths
as long as you believe in Him
and give Him the right to take control of your lives
pray to Him
cry to Him
He is listening
be patient
be submissive
let His wills be done through you
be strong and courageous
keehung
touch my heart
honestly, i feel so left out sometimes. no, in fact, most of the time.
i miss the time when we were all still in the same class.
wondering
i am just wondering. what makes love so complicated? you make me disappointed when you hurt the one i love. you can change the world inside his heart, you know? he is so happy when he is with you and now, he may seem okie but i know he is not. he was once in the heaven door but now you pushed him down from the heaven down to the earth. i was shocked when i heard him telling me about it that time. i could not imagine what are the reasons that make a relationship ends so fast. so sad.
a simple word of comfort
hehe... don't know how to say. God is simply so amazing. while i am grumbling that there are so many tests and things that yet to be done, through "the verse of the day" there, he told me, "rejoice in the Lord always. i will say it again: rejoice!" and the words comfort my soul, soften my heart. actually i am quite stress, no, very stressful these few days. having second trial now. that's mean the spm is really near now. i study and try to memorize, but everything that i have studied just slip away so easily. i am really very lost. i no longer know what i should do. i keep on trying but keep on failing. i know it is a very common thing for failing something but i just don't get it why i failed everything that i put my effort in. so discouraging. heart aches. what should i do? and everyone just keep on pressurizing me, make me feeling so suffocated. why can't they just be my shelter, be the place where i can relax for a while? i often wonder. then only now i realized that what a fool i am. i forgot to rejoice and give thanks to God, no matter in what circumstances. yes, rejoice. the hardship i will endure, the disasters i will persevere, in Christ. i may complain again but please remind me of your goodness, o Lord.
hit by a simple verse, and i am glad that i am.
hit by a simple verse, and i am glad that i am.
terrible
i learn how to spell the word "die" everyday when it comes to examination seasons. *sigh* a1s seem so far...
depression
i have my own dream to chase after. i know i should work hard for it and i do. but what if i don't achieve the standard? everything seem so impossible for me now. so scare.
am i trying to reach out for the impossible? i wonder.
am i trying to reach out for the impossible? i wonder.
a glimpse at the life impact game
life is ever so mysterious. you will never know what is going to happen next. yes, i really experienced that few days ago, in a camp - the life game. it is truly the most amazing camp that i have ever joined. again, i learnt that we are not suppose to live for ourselves, but for God. only He alone deserves our full attention. over and over, i become so proud of myself that i forget about God, forget all the goods he have done for me, forget his grace, forget his undivided love for me yet i am a sinner. then i start to fall, being cheated till the tears of sorrows and guilts fill my eyes. life on this world is not as easy as we think, not everything we want we will surely get it for this world is full of temptations, trials, and trespasses, we may stumble and being fooled. but be strong in our faith. no matter how hard it is, one thing is for sure, God is with us, he will not forsake us. all we have to do is simple trust him and let his will be done through us, obey him. and one thing i discovered through the camp, life is boring without God! you can just do the same old thing over and over again without any purposes. that is what most of the people are doing now. living with no purpose. wealth, status, pride, beauty, high qualification will one day fade away, just like the paper after being burnt, nothing left. the only thing with you till the end is your soul, the one you neglected so much and paid the less attention to. many people gave up half way during the camp, and some died so early that they didn't even have the chance to do things that they want to. then suddenly they realized that they were wrong all the time. life is not about me, me, me, and more me. but it is all about God the Father. i think most of the people regretted in the end of the camp. regretted for not living for God and practising God's words and falling into satan's traps. we died once during the game but still we have the second chance. but this time it is for real. there is no turning back. and no more third time. the first time we were being cheated for not being alert enough. this time we all need to be more watch full not to fall into satan's traps. don't wait until it is too late only that you cry out, "oh Lord, please forgive me. i will repent and i will follow you." we will one day face the day of judgment. no one knows where they will go but there are only two roads for us, back to our home in heaven or be thrown into the lake of fire burning with sulphur. then Jesus said to the disciples, "if any of you wants to be my follower, you must put aside your selfish ambition, shoulder your cross and follow me. if you try to keep your life for yourself, you will lose it. but if you give up your life for me, you will find true life." Christ is waiting for us to turn back to him with his arms open wide. so, live your life for God.
God is moving in this place
when he touches your heart
don't say wait Lord
but say, "here i am, Lord."
p/s. sorry i can't tell you the details of the game. but i strongly recommend you all to join it. you will learn a lot inside and you definitely not going to regret it.
tell them
i guess, life is ever so unpredictable. the previous moment you are happy like a baby and the next moment you are down to the deep sea. everyday it seems so normal but it actually hides somethings away from you that you can barely notice it unless you are observant enou
gh. yes. that is the truth. i don't know how you feel and what you have in your little mind until you tell me, because i am not superior, i cannot crack into your mind and say, "hello my dear one, i want to see your thinkings." that's stupid okie? besides, everyone is special in their very own way. you no need to be what others want you to be. you are you. don't ever afraid to be who you are in front of your dear ones. they love you and accept you for who you are. unless, you are hiding your true self and reject to let me know you deeper. but i think everyone need love and care, especially from those their love. it is pathetic if ones are being isolated or prefer to stay alone in their own world. i think people like that will never feel happy with their lives and will think that their lives are meaningless. i like this saying. share your joys and happiness and they double; share your sorrows and tears and they will be reduced by half. so why not we let others have a chance to care for us and know us more? tell them how you feel. they will be very happy and glad if you would just give them your sincerity and honesty. it is a way to show your love too. *wink*
gh. yes. that is the truth. i don't know how you feel and what you have in your little mind until you tell me, because i am not superior, i cannot crack into your mind and say, "hello my dear one, i want to see your thinkings." that's stupid okie? besides, everyone is special in their very own way. you no need to be what others want you to be. you are you. don't ever afraid to be who you are in front of your dear ones. they love you and accept you for who you are. unless, you are hiding your true self and reject to let me know you deeper. but i think everyone need love and care, especially from those their love. it is pathetic if ones are being isolated or prefer to stay alone in their own world. i think people like that will never feel happy with their lives and will think that their lives are meaningless. i like this saying. share your joys and happiness and they double; share your sorrows and tears and they will be reduced by half. so why not we let others have a chance to care for us and know us more? tell them how you feel. they will be very happy and glad if you would just give them your sincerity and honesty. it is a way to show your love too. *wink*
the first day after school reopen
the first trial results, like rubbish. so disappointing. i should have study earlier instead of playing whole day there. sigh. really should stop playing. headache. can somebody stop the playful nature in me?
amazing new hair styles
saw something interesting in my inbox just now. the world is no more the same. we can do anything we want and express everything we love in many special ways as long as you have the capability to do it.
random
the ticking of time reminds me of the moments which are fading away quietly. the one week holiday is finally reaching it's tail. tonnes and tonnes of homeworks given are still lying on the table, waiting for their master to touch them and fill them. *sigh* i am lazy, i admit. especially when it comes to doing homeworks and studying for examinations. they kill me. i love playing. that's my nature. i wonder why those little pieces of certificates can determine our future. it's funny, you know. often i daydream that the time will just turn back, to the very beginning of the world, where there is no examinations. everyone working hard and in their own ways, to earn their living. i am not denying the importance of knowledge. having knowledge makes our lives easier. yes. i like it. but not the kind that people use to satisfy their own prides or whatsoever you call it and then starting to create many unnecessary laws to limit our minds and actions. it really makes life meaningless sometimes. anyway, i am just driven crazy by boredom. you can ignore this post.
why don't you care?
i hate it when each time you talk like you don't believe me. i hate it when you prefer to trust your own instincts rather than trust my words. i feel so sad and neglected each time you care only the others, like i am invisible, like i am a stranger to you. why can't you just care for me more, my emotions, my feelings? please, not just my results in the examinations. they don't resemble anything. they won't shape my personalities and my attitudes. why don't you understand? most of the time when i am moody, it is because of you. yet you never know. the sense of belonging is needed by everyone, whether or not the person is a child or an adult, even elderly people need it. not to mention the attention from you, it is everything a child would ever want from someone she loves. everytime i hope, hope for more of your care, everytime you let me down. the disappointment, like sharp knife, slashing into my heart. the little soul still hopes that someday you will come and mend her, yet, it is just like an unreachable dream, an illusion, an imagination.
lover. friends
*grin* just read something interesting in someone's blog but i'm not going to tell you who that person is. so daring. looking forward to what will happen to them next. i think it will be very sweet if that really happens. that is every girl's dream, whether you admit it or not girls, it is. *laugh* well, well, everything has its own timing though. so be patient. *daydreaming* okie okie, i know its night time now and i should not day dream now. but still i wonder, when will be my first? i am 17 already. my mind sometimes really on cloud 19 when hearing others talking about who and who are couples. yet, dreams are dreams. being single sometimes is nice too. can spend more time with friends and acting so crazily like there are nobody else around. quite happy. *chuckle* okie, i will stop here. out of idea what to write already. good day, everyone.welcome to my life
this is the second blog of mine. i don't know why am i opening a new one. maybe i need to make some changes in my life? haha. who knows?
today is the first day of the one week school holiday after our first trial. feeling so relaxed. yesterday played whole day. then slept till very late this morning then went to have lunch with friends and walked around the parkson. it has been quite a while before i actually feeling so relaxed, although i am not so tensed also during school day. having the chance to hang out with friends really sometimes can make me feeling so happy and can laugh so crazily. this is not what we can feel when we are alone. you can't laugh your lungs out when you are alone, can you? others will most probably think that you are insane. you will feel very weird also laughing with yourself. so, it is good to sometimes relax yourself and go hang out with friends or loiter around, at least it will not make your spirit sinks.
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