離別

就這樣送走了他們，一張合照也沒有。
再見，到底還會再見嗎？

Till we meet again

Tomorrow might be the last day I'll be seeing you. I would like to say this year (because it's only a few days left before the new year begins!) but what about next year, and the year after that and so on?

I don't know. Because this small country isn't that small after all.

Just to tell you that, I really enjoyed every moment spent with you. Childish at times, yet all those are one of the happiest ever in this year round. Sometimes I really wish things were different back then... *censored* and I regret not taking the initiative to know you earlier. Yes, things might be very much different if I did. But ahhh... Never mind. I have no button to rewind my life and I guess I wouldn't want to press it too even if I have one. That would be way too unfair for the others.

The one thing that you told me which I've remembered till now:
You have the ability though you don't know which way to go. I have a dream and yet I don't have the ability to achieve it (just yet).

It really impacted me and reminded me just how blessed I am. Not to say that I'm born with intelligence or what, because I know I worked hard for it. Probably the environment I grew up in, family, friends, educations, teachers, etc. And now that I have finally decided what to go for, I wish to persevere and strive to the very peak of it. Wish me luck, aye?

As for you, I definitely don't mean it when I said I will forget you in 10 days. Truth to be told, you are one of those whom I will never forget in my whole lifetime. Finger crossed. Why, what else can I say? I wish you double favour in everything you do. The next time we meet (I'm really already looking forward to that day and I pray for that day to come), you will be at the top of whatever you are undertaking.

❤

An ambition

No matter how long it takes, I must further my studies to overseas at least once!
Or work there? :D

需要人陪時

不常說出口的，至少，當我想說時，有個人願意傾聽。
他是否會評估、告訴別人其實對我都無謂。
至少當時，他在。
真的很慶幸在苦惱時有人陪我聊天、做瘋狂之事。
如此簡單，但我卻可以告訴你們，我真的開心。

：）

抱歉

可能人，本就有點兒私心。

並非視你的忠告為烏有，只是有時也會難以堅持自己所堅持。

給您的愛

最不想的終究還是發生了。
傷心，哭過了還是想繼續哭。
無奈，多少眼淚也換不了你的起死回生。

就這樣，我未來婚禮的VVIP名單上就少了一個人。
心，也空了一個洞。

低潮

當回憶來襲，洶湧澎湃。
當我孤單一人，你們不在。

想要見你們，馬上。

ｐ／ｓ：　可以不要壞心情了嗎？我需要讀書的。：‘（

傷感些許

可是，說真的，看見你們能夠時時都聚在一塊兒，我是真的真的是很羨慕！
多希望我也能出現在照片裡面，和你們在一起。
唉！錯過了的機會，又有誰能挽回呢？

蠢蠢欲動

其實，說真的，我想試試看。
畢竟兜了這麼一個大圈圈，我還是回到了這選擇面前。
開始總會有恐懼的因素，會有失敗的時刻，還有其他大小問題。
但人生沒了他們，又如何認識得了信心？要讓信心雀躍。

可以吧？
就讓我賭一賭這把籌碼。
大不了又再浪費一些年的時間來吸取教訓。

思念的季節

想一個人旅行，但我更想與你們一起旅行。
畢竟沒了你們，我就不再是我。

曾經在一起的日子深深烙印在我心裡，但我不會希望我會一直留住你們。
因為每個人都有屬於自己不同的旅程，獨特的領悟。
希望的是，去了不同的地方後，我們還是會有機會聚在一塊兒，一起分享各自的經驗等。

謝謝你們一直都沒把我給忘了。
分散各地卻依舊關心滿滿。
很想念你們了。期待我們再次的相逢。
愛你們喲！

I should try that too!

To be candid, I envy my friend having the courage to travel alone. This friend of mine, is a SHE! Imagine how much courage and trust on people you need to have.

Followings are some of her remarks regarding travelling alone.
(Sorry for not getting your permission beforehand and thank you.)

“ 原来，当你独自在外旅行，你会更有机会认识到不一样的朋友。
这是我今天认识的新朋友，他们一个来自法国，一个来自西班牙=) ”

“ 當你走出自己的圈圈，跟來自不同国家的不同人接触后，
你会发现：原來我们生活的空间这么小，原來有这么多沒有想过，沒有见过的人和事。
原來旅行可以這樣，原來人生可以這樣！ ”

I guess this is life.
Sometimes you simply need to step out of your own comfort zone to experience and discover new things, some of them which you can never get without the courage.

就夠了

我才不在乎生日過節甚至每一天裡有什麼驚喜，有多隆重，有多少禮物。
我只要，也只需要你們在我的身旁，健康地，快樂地。

：‘（

你口中的傷感和憂慮透露著那逐漸實現無人願面對的噩耗。
我祈禱神蹟因我不願失去你。
請別離開。

每一天都不同

詞：姚若龍 曲：陳小霞

最討厭要下不下的雨
可惜未來總是撲朔迷離
如果摔得越痛才越會飛行
快把我丟向最高的天空裡

不喜歡別人說我幸運
他們不懂我有多麼努力
雖然衝動永遠比堅持容易
寶貴的東西都需要很費心

碰到的事每一天都不同
有的給我眼淚有的給我笑容
終於會珍惜花開不怕花落
走過的曲折就全變成彩虹

遇見的人每一天都不同
偶爾失去什麼偶爾學到什麼
慢慢能翻越沙丘走出日落
每一天的我要比昨天遼闊

連我都不相信自己的時候
只有你一直相信我
此刻我什麼也不想說
因為擁抱能表達得更多

罪與罰

在偶然的情況下去了那《聖誕無添加》。
不想多做解釋，但有首充滿感動的歌，我想分享。
：）

  

郑秀文【罪與罰】

 詞: 陳詠謙
曲: 陳奐仁
Rap詞: 李伯恩

我最崇拜的祢會原諒我嗎
會救贖我的靈魂嗎
當時很驕傲 每一天逆方向奔跑
失爽的自我 很容易對著祢咆哮
現在我禱告 雖然我不太配禱告
求祢向我指引一條生命大道

RAP:
手裡握著 不是希望 而是拳頭
電影裡頭不是你死就我活
可以相信但先要看到結果
這個世界就是這麼做作
在意成就 忘了拯救
人不為己天誅地滅我聽過
什麼時候我也變得墮落
重生的盼望輸給慾望的黑洞

我犯的罪 連我都不想赦免
你卻為了我的罪流下你的寶血
值得嗎? 不怕我忘記嗎?
那些我可能一次兩次再犯的錯啊

不要鬧啦 不值得你這樣做啦
犯錯的人應該由自己受罰
你純白無暇卻用生命代價
我是誰?　為什麼你要成為箭靶

我最崇拜的祢會原諒我嗎
犯罪的一面 我也覺得可怕
我最崇拜的祢會寬恕我嗎
迷失了以後想回家

RAP:
所有的罪被釘死了
所有的淚被記得了
你是神　卻變成人　救我的靈魂
放棄你的身份　使我變成見證
我不會停在過去打轉
新的未來要因為你打算
路的盡頭會有天使或撒旦
我不怕　因為你對我說話

這水喝了永遠不渴
這愛給了永不褪色
只要心裡相信口裡承認
所有不可能都能變成可能
別人會用什麼異樣的眼光看我
只能說他們做的他們不懂
禱告的雙手　緊握的拳頭
故事到了最後才知道誰是英雄

父親啊
祢的愛為何那麼大
我本來什麼都不是 詛咒裡掙扎
OH 天啊 人犯罪該受罰
祢卻背負了所有罪 在十架

我最崇拜的祢會原諒我嗎
犯罪的一面 我也覺得可怕
我最崇拜的祢會寬恕我嗎
迷失了以後想回家

祢要我知道 世界很多轟炸
孱弱的心靈 奉祢之名強大
祢要我知道 天地很多變化
活在祢之內我不怕

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英文版
歌詞也是很有意思。
 

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事實一：

若每一次付出都會有同等的回報，那心碎的人會少很多。
可惜，世界的系統並非如此。 但那並不能成為你不再相信、不再奮鬥的理由。

Missing you

Literally.
I wish I can just book a ticket and fly back to hometown to meet with you all at this moment.

Diabetic sweetness

I couldn't help but to keep thanking Him for His goodness.

He told her he wants to meet me just because he won't be around during Chinese New Year next year and so we won't be able to meet each other for the next one year if not now. Aww... Thank you. But sorry to have to let you down due to transportation problem. I'm in dire of meeting you peeps too!

As much love as I can give.

You guys make me whole.

(:

該或不該？

翻著翻著。。。其實，我是真的很羨慕他們的才能。
雖然旁人都認為我能 ，可一向來，我都真的深感自卑。
我懂我的實力何在吧？或我壓根本是膽怯了？
我也想嘗試啊。但，我能做到那麼好嗎？我能比他們更好嗎？
此決定的最壞後果，我非常的明白。。。

所以我卻步了，徘徊在十字口處。

Just to say that I'm loved.

Annoying at times, but you teach me new things and make me happy with just little actions of yours. :)

***

She told me testomonials she has heard just in hope of lifting my faith up.
I really appreciate it and yes I will try my best without stressing myself out.
I believe in Him, just as you do.
Thank you.

♥

***

I love the story of his.
God has really used him greatly in his field of authority. 
I want to be one like that too. 
I want to be His vessel to bring overflowing blessings to the others.
I want to be able to impact people and to bring them hope. 
I want to be one who is able to say, "I've fought the good fight, I've finished the race, I've kept the faith (2 Tim 4:7)" at the end of the day.
He is my stronghold, my strategy, my strength.

***

爱就是不要怕麻烦。
不吝啬，不计较。
你的事情就是我的事情，我能帮就帮，我为你我帮你而是心甘情愿。
- Adapted from GOoDTV

My parents are my models.
Though they are not perfect and with flaws,
they always give their best to each other, and to us.
Their love story isn't one like Disney's, but for me,
theirs is so much more moving and real. 

And I know I'm loved.

I love you all, too.

Love you. :)

There is this one friend who will always gek you and then try to tam you back again.
But oh well, I enjoy talking to him.
He never fails to make my day brighter.
Hehe~

***

On a side note, I cannot understand why people love to swear so much. Especially girls. I mean, come on lah, you are downgrading yourself. Please don't say it's the influence from the others. It's the matter of self-control. You don't have to learn everything others have taught you. Choose what you learn, and choose your acquaintances, wisely.

On the brightside.

This is cute. :)

♫♪♫♪♫♪

溫嵐 《 刺猬 》

最後一抹的微笑　

在轉身之後 

我閉上眼　哭了 

僅存的一點點驕傲 

華麗的外表終於丟掉 

很徬徨很孤單　

是寂寞或悲慘 

一個人該怎麼辦 

像是刺蝟般防範　

偽裝得勇敢 

不輕易讓你看穿 

我以為可以很坦然 

面對分開時不覺得傷感 

然而將燈關上　

一片無聲黑暗 

心痛得大聲呼喊 

我想我沒那麼堅強 

每個女孩其實一樣 

渴望著愛情的好　

渴望被擁抱 

卻都害怕愛讓人受傷 

承認我沒那麼堅強 

不過是一而再的逞強 

小心將情緒收藏　

比傻瓜還傻 刺蝟的堅強　

全都是假象　哭吧

♫♪♫♪♫♪

  

梁靜茹 《 會過去的 》

 詞｜黃婷 曲｜譚志華

新的戒指 失了光澤 幾年過了呢
沉默著 天快暗了 我們該把 往事收拾了
再多說 也回不去了
後來的 都沒關係了
縱然我 想起你的 某年某天 歷歷還深刻

分開後有 一段日子 躲得遠遠的
終於我 都走完了 慢慢也懂 當時不懂的
此刻你 生疏的溫柔
觸及我 結痂的傷口
以前多 不能原諒 如今都能 笑著說出口

我曾為你快樂 也曾為你挫折
曾把你 緊緊抱著 緊緊依賴著 緊緊地愛著
離開很不捨得 以為會崩潰的
卻在最痛的時刻 最感覺清澈
什麼都會過去的
(過去的在過去 活著)

思念偶爾 參雜淚水 很快就乾了
時間會 幫我負荷 讓我的痛 淡掉了顏色
相遇在 熟悉的路口
翻攪著 內心的沉澱
遺失的 那個永遠 永遠還是 留在我心間

我們都走了
我們都不一樣了
緣份沒有 再一次選擇

Out of Courtesy

Some words are better left unsaid.

***

Torn between the two choices.
Which is the most suitable one?

***

Found something to do after finals! Yay!
You know what I mean.
*Winks* 

To be your reason

is my honour and motivation.
#immahappygirl
:)

為愛出發

Dedicated to my family,

I love you all.  

♥

當我任性爆發
倔強把事情搞砸
你為我想辦法
 
當我急著長大
煩惱怎麼也放不下
你把難題簡化
 
我以為你不了解夢想
忘了那些年少輕狂
你也曾經和我一樣
 
當我為了愛出發
凝望你的剎那
OH OH OHOH
就用微笑回答
 
當我為了愛出發
緊緊抱你一下
OH OH OHOH
給我一雙自由翅膀
當我害怕未來變化
你陪我把夢想都到達（永遠都有回去的地方）

比較

在心情很煩躁的時候有一堆瘋狂的朋友陪伴在身旁是件很欣慰的事。
我沒有可以隨意發洩的管道，凡事都比較容易憋在心裡頭。
所以，就算考試已近在眼前，我還是沒有後悔用一天的時間和他們一起出去玩玩。
我真的很喜歡他們。雖然有時會受不了，但比較多的時間，他們是我的感動。
這麼一班朋友，不易找吧！我要惜福，加倍愛回他們。

×××

在他們的勸導下，很勇敢的說出口了。
總覺得很奇妙 - 年齡比較大的反而需要比較年幼的來指點。
活得比較久並不代表擁有比較多的智慧。
我想，智慧在於勇於放下身段認錯、謙卑向他人（各階層人士）學習吧！

×××

我並不是什麼大好人。
但上帝依舊眷顧我，在我身旁撒滿了愛的種子，讓我的每天都充滿愛。
有言語道不盡啊！

♥

我的天使們

很慶幸身旁有很多好友不斷給我支持和鼓勵。
最重要的是在我做錯時，會很明確的告訴我、要我不再重犯。
每天每時，我的笑容和笑聲的源頭，也自然而然是他們。
有些朋友就算不是很熟，但在一些意想不到的時候，他們給了我力量繼續打拼。

若他們不是上帝安排在我人生出現的天使， 那天使是什麼？

離鄉背井，多虧有你們。
你們已不單只是朋友，你們是我的家人。
我愛你們喲！

♥

流言蜚语

很不喜欢成为他人口中的话题。
是好是坏我都无谓，我只想做个低调的普通人。

不是的，言行舉止要一致吧？

×××

很累。
真的能感觉到免疫系统严厉下降。
第一次在一年内生病这么多次。
是时候检讨生活习惯了。

心之忧

相遇分离是人间之常情，
怕只怕一辈子再也没有机会遇见一些人。

My doubt

You said to change, but hey, does it even worth it?
And it's not that it's something you can change for the third person,
it's something personal, between just the both of you and him.
Think again.

When the history repeats itself,

there must be something that have been wrong,

very wrong, and need correction.

What have I done? I really regret it.
Maybe I was already wrong from the very beginning.

Shouldn't have let it gone loose and unrestricted.

Forgive me, would you?

Why does it take several times for me to learn just a lesson?

Why can't I learn it from the first time?

Romeo

关诗敏 - 罗密欧

词：周啟兒
曲：丁世光

ROMEO 你是我不能愛的ROMEO
每一個人都這樣告訴我
我不接受 也不能夠說什麼

OH ROMEO 為什麼偏偏是你ROMEO
第一次我看見愛情在招手
卻不能夠 把愛你說出口

從沒有缺少過什麼 到遇見你才懂
我害怕失去的 其實不在手中

ROMEO 想要你緊抱著我
想擁有 沒有人允許的快樂
ROMEO 想要你勇敢帶我走
不在乎全世界愚笨的人怎麼說
BE MY ROMEO

OH ROMEO 為什麼偏偏是你 ROMEO
可以愛的人還有那麼多
我卻選擇 不能愛的那一個

愛情的名字是什麼 才可以有結果
親愛的ROMEO 告訴我為什麼

ROMEO 想要你緊抱著我
想擁有 沒有人允許的快樂
ROMEO 想要你勇敢帶我走
不在乎全世界愚笨的人怎麼說
BE MY ROMEO

ROMEO 請你抱緊我
想擁有 沒有人允許的快樂
ROMEO 想要你帶我走
不在乎全世界說謊的人怎麼說
BE MY ROMEO

參與你的人生

算我愛管閒事，但你的人生看似精彩，很吸引我。
所以我決定參與。
請列我為你的好友。；)

The truth

As it becomes more and more intense, I get a little irritated.
Sometimes when I say nothing about it doesn't mean I approve of it.
Man, be more sensitive! You don't want to see my devil comes peeking. 

方向盤

我不相信緣分，我不相信星座，我不相信命運，
但我相信我的心，因為那是上帝給我唯一靠得住的方向盤。

珍惜

有時，不是失去了才學會珍惜。
而是珍惜了依舊沒能阻止他的離去。

我

蔡依林 Jolin Tsai - 我 I

作詞：小寒
作曲：蔡健雅

當退去光鮮外表 當我卸下睫毛膏
脫掉高跟鞋的腳 是否還能站得高
當一天掌聲變少 可還有人對我笑
停下歌聲和舞蹈 我是否重要

我鏡子裡的她 好陌生的臉頰
哪個我是真 哪個是假

我用別人的愛定義存在 怕生命空白
卻忘了該不該讓夢掩蓋當年那女孩
假如你看見我 這樣的我
膽怯又軟弱
會閃躲 還是說 你更愛我

當一天舞台變小 還有誰把我看到
莫非是我不夠好 誰會來擁抱
我鏡子裡的她 好陌生的臉頰
哪個我是真哪個是假

我用別人的愛定義存在 怕生命空白
卻忘了該不該讓夢掩蓋當年那女孩
假如你看見我 這樣的我
膽怯又軟弱
會閃躲 還是說 你更愛我

我怕沒有人愛 不算存在 生命剩空白
卻忘了我應該誠實對待當年那女孩
假如你看見我 這樣的我
窩在個角落
會閃躲 還是說 你更愛我
會閃躲 還是說 你更愛我

有沒有人發現那個我了嗎？

你的肩膀我的遠方

 棉花糖 - 你的肩膀我的遠方

作曲：沈聖哲(聖哲)
填詞：莊鵑瑛(小球), 沈聖哲(聖哲)

多想要每次回家的時候　有一盞燈　為我開著
多想要每次難過的時候　有一個人　讓我靠著

我一直記得　說要自己去闖的那刻　你眼裡的不捨

雖然我總是不在你身旁　卻有一股力量是　你給我的
我們曾一起走過的路啊　你在小時候　帶著我買糖

雖然我總是不在你身旁　卻有一股溫暖是　你給我的
我們曾一起走過的路啊　謝謝你陪著我慢慢長大
直到現在　我都沒忘

多想要每次回家的時候　有一盞燈　為我開著
多想要每次難過的時候　有一個人　讓我靠著

我好想回家　只是還沒成功的那刻　你會不會失望

雖然我總是不在你身旁　卻有一股堅定是　你教我的
我們曾一起走過的路啊　坐上你的肩膀　眺望遠方

雖然我總是不在你身旁　可是不要害怕是　你教我的
我們曾一起走過的路啊　謝謝你陪著我慢慢長大
直到現在 我都沒忘

×××

真的想你們了，

Daddy & Mummy.

♥

Sweet is as simple as that

Him: 12 12 12
Him: You know what it stands for?
Me: It's just a date oh.
Him: It means that you better go to sleep now. 12:12am now. 

:)

無奈

成為你傷心哭泣的罪魁禍首，我真的很抱歉。
但我沒有辦法委屈求全或欺騙雙方的心。
因為比起任何人，祂還是重要太多。
原諒我能給的只是我的堅持和果斷，還有我的友情。
說白點兒，我真的不想又再失去一個難得的好朋友。
是很自私的我知道，但那感覺太悲傷我承受不起。

少了多餘的希望和信心，或許你能放手得早些、容易些。
對不起。

For them.

Sometimes it may seem like we are always fighting/quarrelling with each other, but they are really the ones who make me feel super warm at heart. Ah, and it also reminds me that, it's always the little things they do that really touch me to the very core. My life would be pretty dull and grey if not because of them. I really appreciate and love them with all my heart.

And for these friendships, I'd go an extra mile to make sure they last.

他

我在你身上看見他的影子，
那段我不願正視的過去。
如果你知道其中的故事，
你會知道，不是因為還放不下，
而是因為不願再重蹈复撤，
再成為他人傷心的理由。
算我自私，算我薄情，
我還是沒有勇氣再回到那個轉角點，
再做個需要割愛的決定。
那道疤，不會消 - 是永久的痕。


如果早已知道結局是鐵定的分手，當初你還會選擇在一起嗎？
我，不會。

迷惑

有時會不禁懷疑，所做的是否正確：
你說我從不曾發現你眼中還有淚。
若我告訴你我看見了，又能如何？
你要的我沒能給你。我能做的，只有對你更好。
但若如此一舉動給了你假希望而不是安慰，
我寧可狠下心來離去。

但你可要記得，我心中永遠有個你。

如果你有機會讀到此篇，你會明白的吧？

红尘客栈

天涯 的尽头是风沙

红尘 的故事叫牵挂

封刀隐没在寻常人家 东篱下

闲云 野鹤 古刹

快马 在江湖里厮杀

无非 是名跟利放不下

心中有江山的人岂能快意潇洒

我只求与你共 华发

剑出鞘 恩怨了 谁笑

我只求今朝 拥你入 怀抱

红尘客栈风似刀 骤雨落 宿命敲

任武林谁领风骚我却 只为你 折腰

过荒村野桥 寻世外 古道

远离人间尘嚣 柳絮飘执子之手逍遥

檐下 窗棂斜映枝桠

与你 席地对座饮茶

我以工笔画将你牢牢 的记下

提笔 不为风雅

灯下 叹红颜近晚霞

我说缘份 一如参禅不说话

你泪如梨花洒满了纸上的天下

爱恨如写意 山水画

剑出鞘 恩怨了 谁笑

我只求今朝 拥你入 怀抱

红尘客栈风似刀 骤雨落 宿命敲

任武林谁领风骚我却 只为你 折腰

过荒村野桥 寻世外 古道

远离人间尘嚣 柳絮飘执子之手逍遥

任武林谁领风骚我却 只为你 折腰

你回眸多娇 我泪中 带笑

酒招旗风中萧萧 剑出鞘 恩怨了

×××

他很sweet。

可我無奈啊！無奈。

if(XXX likes keehung)
{
         printf("treat her nicely");
}
else if(XXX!likes keehung)
{
         printf("still treat her nicely\n");

         printf("bcoz he want to be keehung's best friend");
}

可是如果真能擁有這麼一個好朋友，是我的榮幸 + 福氣！

：)

你 - 為何如此固執?

為什麼在知道結局是不可能後還依舊為他掏心掏肺？
不心疼嗎？不心酸嗎？

為什麼在知道會分開後還依舊越走越近不願畫清界限？

是不識撕心裂肺之味嗎？

為什麼在知道鐵定會心碎後還依舊不肯罷休不肯後退？

是想挑戰自己的極限嗎？

近日，多夢。

我在夢中實現了很多夢想。
可是那不該只發生在夢中。
他們會銳顯與現實世界中！

我有信心！
加油！

他是我的推動力

為他，我有了很狂野的夢想。
因為他，我才有了實現夢想的力量與希望。

I'll do my best

I realised that I cannot impact everyone but I can impact some of them, and that is more than enough.
:)

祂的祝福滿滿

很多出乎意料的事情發生，全不在我控制之下，
但我知道冥冥中有祂掌權。我不怕。
感恩真的說不盡。

×××

很久沒有人為我準備吃的只因不捨我肚子餓。
真的有那麼一點點幸福的感覺，無奈我卻沒能給你什麼。
我也不願你因將你的份給了我而在回家路上肚子餓。
老實說，我喜歡被寵愛的感覺，卻不願你抱著假希望太傷心。

對不起，謝謝你。

First Love

魔法愛情 First Love 

詞 : 娃娃 曲 : 陶喆 導演 : 林錦和

每一次我看到你向我這裏走來
心會狂跳卻不想走開
和你在一起就像飄浮在太空外
忘記身邊一切不存在

我想要 有點瘋有點酷 跟著你腳步
別再照顧我像你的妹妹
我不要 花時間花腦袋 再裝不在乎
當我說喜歡你 就是給了你魔法戒指

我盼望中的First Love 變出太多的美妙 Yeah
我盼望是你First Love 惟一的 想擁抱
那是魔法愛情只有我們知道

我盼望中的First Love 這一切說來奇妙 Oh, Yeah
我盼望是你First Love 當真愛 已來到
在這異想世界只有我們就好 Oh , First Love

每一次我看到你向我這裏走來
不為什麼就笑逐顏開 Yeah
和你在一起就像飄浮在太空外
那感覺是做什麼都好

我只要 看著你看著我 就感覺幸福
愛在心裏如此如此清楚
你總要 逗我笑惹我哭 再和好如初
愛就像有魔力 第一次把我的心給你 Oh , Yeah

我盼望中的First Love 變出太多的美妙 Oh , Yeah
我盼望是你First Love 惟一的 想擁抱
那是魔法愛情只有我們知道

我盼望中的First Love 這一切說來奇妙 Oh, Yeah
我盼望是你First Love 當真愛 已來到
在這異想世界只有我們就好 我們就好 Oh , First Love

Wooo~

我盼望中的First Love 變出太多的美妙 Oh , Yeah
我盼望是你First Love 惟一的 想擁抱
那是魔法愛情只有我們知道

我盼望中的First Love 這一切說來奇妙 Oh, Yeah
我盼望是你First Love 當真愛 已來到
在這異想世界只有我們就好 我們就好 Oh , First Love

無論如何

你有我百分百的祝福。：）

不過我還是很希望你能親口告訴我你們在一起了。
因為我想親口告訴你，我真的祝福你們！

My dream

In the near future, I would like to own a small, simple cafe.
It sells everything I love - cakes, coffee, tea, crafts, desserts, etc.
Because I want to share my happiness with other people, including strangers.
I want it to be a place of relaxation, of impact, of hope.
I want my customers to feel blessed, very blessed. 

People will feel His presence there. :)

Easier = More time available?

Feel like choosing a simpler course so that I'll have more time for God and for myself, and to learn more extra skills and knowledge.

荒唐之夜 (II)

A summary. 

A ridiculous night indeed.

Troubled mind.
Sleepless night.
Endless nightmare.
Insufficient sleep.

I forgot to bring my keys out with me today.
Well done.

She was my only hope for getting into my own room without the aid of my landlord. But strangely, she also forgot to bring her keys out while leaving for dinner. So there, we were stucked.

Landlord promised to open the door for us at around 10pm but at 10.40pm, he said he was too tired to come over to unlock the door. We were supposed to end up sleeping in our another housemate's room when she suddenly had the urge to try opening the door using that housemate's key. To our surprise, she succeeded!

Hooray! :D

×××

This incident taught me to be more creative and be more than willing to try new ideas at all times, even if some of them may appear to be very absurd. Failing does not necessarily bring negative effects, and sometimes without any of them. But the chance to succeed will always be there if only you are willing to just try and keep trying.

No harm trying eh?

×××

Chillax n' enjoy!

Ailee_Evening Sky

荒唐之夜

卻也讓我領受了神滿滿的祝福。
衷心感謝有你們在。
我真的很幸福。♥

它

有人愛是幸福的，可是能夠愛人更幸福。
只有全心全意的去愛一個人，你才能真正的經歷人生。
就算最後沒能在一起也不要糟蹋了那份愛意，尊重它，保護它。

感言

我不相信那些人口中所說的，愛的只有一個，喜歡的可以有很多個。
多麼不負責任的話啊！
更何況，愛不該是選擇題。
它絕對是每天該做的選擇，卻萬萬不可以是選擇題。
專一，不是在婚後才效法，而是婚前就該培養出來了的。

小心選擇伴侶啊！
祝你幸福！
：）

A word of wisdom

And she said,

What's annoying is you undermine yourself way below ur standard:your views aren't urs cos they're irresponsible unlike you, you dress to distort cos you feel less effort gains you something so why the effort, and the partners you pick defy the confidence you claim to have - why claim foolery when you're wise, now that's foolish. (Quoted, Ms Rena)

Trust.

To have my trust for you betrayed,
it felt as if I merely your toy,
played then forsook.

How hard can it be, to be completely honest with one another?

我接受不到咯！

有些事，不該發生的都已發生了。
有些人，我不知該以什麼心態去面對。

感恩的心

他，有時真的很欠打、欠罵。
可是無可否認的是他，其實對我很好。

謝謝你。：）

The Piano Guys ♥

This is really breathtaking!

Durian feast!

Finally, REAL durians! 

Thanks to ZY and his parents for their generosity and hospitality.

Great night it is, indeed.

With a heart full of thanksgiving,

The blessed child of God. :)

The He(s)

He no.1 :-
He said not to worry about what course to take first but to set my priority right. With good grades come more options.

He no.2 :-
He is sweet, but the sweet is bitter.

A nonsensical jumble of words

I feel like screaming my heart out,
right here right now.

...

I seriously do not know which to choose.
Opinions are like waves,
sweeping away my conviction,
creating controversy.
I don't want to just settle for the I-think-this-is-better-for-you,
because what you think may not be equivalent to what I think.
But what do I really want,
I am still pondering.
I wish decision making is easier than it is now,
though it may mean less challenges.
I understand the so-called "The Right Path" does not exist.
As long as you are at peace and with no regret,
you are on the right track.

Please allow me more time to think about it.
Because at the end of the day,
I don't wish to utter,
"It's a life stolen."

Crossroad, again.

She, the one I respected, sent me this,

“You can only become truly accomplished at something you love. Don’t make money your goal. Instead pursue the things you love doing and then do them so well that people can’t take their eyes off of you.” - MAYA ANGELOU

But what is it that I love?

Another she, whom I endeared, told me to multiply my God-given talents.
But I have no confident in doing so.

Where should I go now?

I'm tired of standing at the crossroad, being engulfed by my own indecisiveness.

He has given me wings to fly high, but to which sky should I depart?

Doomed.

The curious cat has been killed yet again. 
Awesome.

差遣我

 

Isaiah 6:8

New International Version (NIV)

⁸ Then I heard the voice of the Lord saying, “Whom shall I send? And who will go for us?”
And I said, “Here am I. Send me!”

A greedy thought

Sometimes I wish I can create unlimited interesting topics so that I will be able to click with everyone I want to. Some people are just natural with that, but not I.

Psalm 73:26

My flesh and my heart may fail,
       but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever.

Blessings, so Abundantly!

And I declare, "God is good!"

After exams last week we were supposed to go to Melaka - 5 of us. However, due to last minute withdrawal of two of them, we cancelled the trip. I was very upset to be candid. But later that day, I found that one of the three left was sick, very sick. And my throat was showing some positive symptoms of illness, too. I thought to the Lord, "Thank God the trip was cancelled. If not, it'd be such a waste." Despite the cancellation of the trip, the weekend was still a very splendid one. I had so much fun with Andrew & co. and I didn't regret it. I laughed until I have my abs. Just imagine the fun of it! Then today I went out with my friends from university. Again, it was a day full of laughters and joy. God has never failed to cheer me up.

Just when I thought things can never be better, He has MORE surprises prepared for me ahead. He uncovered them one at a step.

One of my very best friends suddenly told me she is coming back this week and wants us to meet up. I was overjoyed. I really missed her and couldn't wait to seeing her already. She told me earlier that she wasn't able to come back for quite some time so I wasn't expecting to see her anytime soon. This coming back is a last minute planning too. Oh my, oh my, this really makes my day. And as if the surprise alone wasn't good enough, God gave me yet another even greater one. She invited me to join her in her Melaka trip! I am really in awe of how His plan works. Seriously. If I have gone to Melaka that time, I wouldn't be able to join her for the upcoming one and I wouldn't be able to spend more time with her during her short stay here. His name is to be praised indeed!

There are other fields in my personal life which He has blessed so extravagantly. Things have not been smooth all the times but all I can say is, whenever God thwarts a plan or allows any sort of disheartenments, He always substitutes with a better alternative, if only you allow Him. Trust and obedience will never fail you.

He is the Living God who listens to your prayers and answers them.
He sees your heartbrokennesses, He heals and fills them with Living Water.
He hears the cries from the core of your heart and He delivers you from them. 

I am a happy girl.
Cheers!
:D

不捨得，真的。

在發送那段訊息的那一剎那，我心中有百般的不捨 - 不是對此地，而是對家裡的每一個人。

：'（

To have you participating in my life

I want my wedding photo to be taken by my very good friends, not just some random photography studios. ;)

A Quote

You're going to have to start using that brain of yours to access that talent of yours to show that beautiful heart of yours.

Harris McElroy

First Love ≠ Right One.

First love, always the sweetest eh?
But I should not think so.
If it is breakable, then the sweetest one is yet to come.
The only matter is that whether or not you can let go of the former to accept the latter.
If you keep clinging onto the past, even when the right one is just right next to you, I bet you can hardly notice him/her.

Awesomeness!

He messaged me,

"cny ticket got cheap. go buy. inform all your friends."

How sweet~
And yes I did what he said. I bought it and told me friends.
RM397. Return tickets.
Can you imagine it? It's for Chinese New Year next year!
I thought I'd have to spend more than RM600 on just a one-way ticket!
Thank God I have waited. And thank God for sending the messanger.
Thank God for He is great!

My heart is so full with joy now.
He is beyond awesomeness!
♥

耐性

其實很多時候我不說但並不代表我不在意。
人的耐性是有限的。老虎不發威別當它是病貓。
它只是認為沒有必要絕情到如此罷了。

請別試圖超越我的底線。
你會後悔的。

付出的理由

『有时候，想念一个人不需要理由』－YC. Tay
『有时候，喜欢一个人不需要付出』－MY. Chia

你说，不能喜欢，不会喜欢。
你说，已经放下，已经忘记。

其实，何必计较？何必烦恼？

问问自己，看透心里最深处吧！
你… 喜欢她吗？
所谓一道永远过不去的河。

身为朋友的我。
永远支持你。

很有可能会受伤，但是并不反对你多走一步。
『如果喜欢，就勇敢的说出来。』－SW. Lim
受伤又怎样，至少尝试过。
机会是自己争取的。

太小心，在一些场合，会是反效果。
太冲动，当然也一样。

有多难… 才可以把自己的心交给另一个人？
加油。

慢慢去发现『恋爱』 的美好。

一段恋情，需要『付出』真心，需要『理由』去坚持。

祝福你。

妮可＿上

[Taken from n6y4, dated Nov 6th]

XXX

喜歡這篇文章。
理由： 不詳。

我想每個人都自然會有所顧忌吧。
要真的把心交給另一個人是非常難、很需要勇氣的。
本人認為若每個人單單喜歡就說出口，那世界已大亂。
不過很贊成的是，如果真的真心喜歡上了，有“他/她是最後，我想和他/她共度餘生”的念頭，那即使會受傷，即使最後未必會有結果，也該踏出那一步去追求。
感情是需要付出代價的。
一帆風順的不叫真感情。

或許改變，就只是一步之差。

是的，

一段恋情，需要『付出』真心，需要『理由』去坚持。

Rain

Though they said the rain may be acidic and contain pollutants, being caught in the rain once in a while is actually not that bad also. But I somehow wish I have the courage to get drenched totally.

對你我無可奈何

英文太差，有待進步。
可是我等不及了。我要它馬上現在立刻增強！：（

Nonsense

Sometimes I think I should have been born a boy.
I don't act like a girl. 
They don't treat me as a girl either.

Shrug.

動搖/失落之心

明知沒有結果的，
要如何讓自己不再期待、冥想？

:( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

Sometimes I detest myself for being such a procrastinator.

When can I be like one of those who is very productive, concentrated, and determined? 
I really admire them.

Curiosity

They said, curiosity kills the cat.
But how many times have I let my curiosity runs wild?
And how many times have I been killed already?
Still find it hard to learn from it.

I'm curious! Very!

But maybe I should really learn to just let things flow.
What you don't know might in the end become your strongest weapon. 
Who knows, right?

xxx

不了解的人和事物有太多，好奇心太強卻不被滿足。
不要緊。或許沒有想像中複雜。就順其自然吧！ 加油！

復原

他的經歷頓時勾起我對我們殘餘的記憶
曾經的我們也一樣難以割捨對對方的愛意
但我現在了解了
見不到未來的無謂糾纏不清

說我冷酷無情    不是的
我們都為了對方付出了太多
眼淚心悸和那久久不能癒合的傷痛是最佳的證明
但是真的沒有所謂的沒有了你我難以繼續生活
看    當初哭得撕心裂肺
現在雖然還有缺口 但不也都還是過的好好的

He knows it all

He understood my condition and He sent an angel at that very instant to fetch me home.
I'm very grateful.
:)

***

Was browsing all the old photos so that I can find a suitable photo for ZGu, then I realised just how much I miss them. Not just the moments we had spent together, but them, each one of them.

This also reminded me of all the goodness He has showered on me. All the people He has led me to, or brought into my life - without them, I am no longer the I am now. I sincerely want to do something for them, including those whom I'm not very close with, I wish I can at least make their happiness really flows from within, even if just for that very moment in their whole lifetime. Because I love them and I want them to know.

Enable me.
Let my creativity runs wild.

Anticipation

To meeting you tomorrow! Safe journey ay! :D

xxx

Not to let your emotions & value/standard over certain matters be influenced easily by the others.
Remember your focus, your goal. Above all, Who do you want to please.

Good Morning!

I am strong in the Lord and in the power of His might.

I believe in the Lord over everything that I see, hear or feel because the Lord has the final say and authority over my life.

His favour upon me

Heart-warming events one after another! ♥

Hey there, look here. :)

Oh my oh my, this is so sweet!

Age

It matters after all.

Chatted with a friend of mine concerning relationship issue just now. Putting aside maturity problem, true enough, considering only the future matters such as marriage and family planning, age cannot be neglected.

Desperately

Want to be more mature spiritually and naturally.
I cannot execute my mission thoroughly and with my best if the situation persists.

Please, teach me, discipline me.

Dear Heart

Be patience.
Wait for the green light from Above.

The sixth

My sixth ear piercing.
And hopefully the last one.
Two sealed. So make it four altogether. :)

被侵蝕的傷口

那又是個多雨的晚上
雖說往事不堪回首
種種的畫面卻不斷掠過眼前
就好比是昨日之事
那傷痛、挫敗
如此深刻     如此逼真
本該只剩回憶的檔口
被無助和絕望侵襲
留下的不是骨髏
而是逐漸蔓延腐爛的傷疤

Me Too

When it pains you

Sometimes I think it's better not to care too much.
But let me remind you, the opposite of love is not hate.
It's    indifference.

I declare

Give us aid against the enemy,
       for the help of the man is worthless.
With God we will gain the victory,
       and He will trample down our enemies.
                                               - Psalm 60:11-12

心傷

很不喜歡每次努力後依是一事無成、付諸東流。

:'(

Touched :)

Though you might not/never see this, still I want to say, Thank you!

How

can he be so cute?
Love his hair colour! :P

You

They asked about you and I guess
after all these years I have already learned to let go and move on.
No more heart ache. No more nostalgia.
Yes, I have walked so far away from where we used to be.
I still thank you for what you have done for me,
they are parts of me, undeniably.
And I wish you all the best -
double favour for your future undertakings.
Your success is just within your reach!

:)

For a food lover like me

This is worth reading. :)

--->> The Gastronomic Diary

Food~ ♥

I cannot imagine

If the Holy Spirit has not prompted me to run.

I was walking back home just now when a grey Proton Saga drove near and hit on me. It seemed like it was done deliberately - judging from the whole process of how the car was controlled before the accident. I am a driver myself, so I know. And I was already very far off the road, near the gate of a house when I saw it. Very soon an Indian came out of the passenger seat and talked to me very fiercely. The last thing I knew, I was already running away.

Thank God the people didn't come chasing after me.
And I thank God it wasn't the driver who came out of the car.

***

Come to think about all the happenings within this week, everything seems to be linked with one another pretty well:

I was caught with common cold early this week and so I wasn't allowed to donate blood this morning. If I have donated blood, I wouldn't be able to outrun them due to fatigue and fear. I was already trembling so severely when I stopped to look back if they were still after me. So then, imagine what would happen next if I have not been sick in the first place.

Nothing bad happens for zero reason. Almost in all occasions, they are blessings in disguise.

By the way, it's not that I'm biased against Indians. In fact, I have a lot of Indian friends. The only thing that made me run away is the aura that the guy has emitted - it was not apologetic or even showing a slight kindness at all.

Thank You for Your protection, God. :) 

Sigh of failure

I wish I know how to teach, just so that I can help you more academically. :(

Happy family :)

Went out with housemates just now.
Forming stronger bondings with them lately.
Feel very happy about it, really.
In fact, I hope these people would be in my life forever. 
But thinking of the time left, it saddens me.
There are far too many things undone, together.

My baby ♥

It's growing! I'm so excited.
I want you throughout my study life and even when I enter society. ♥

Interesting fact:

Cactus grows/expands from on top!

My babe says, "Yello!"

God bless you, babe!  :D

割愛

掰掰。

Something to ponder.

"Don't hate what you don't understand." -John Lennon

Totally agreed with this!

***

I heart this photo. So cheeky!

You, yes you. I miss you.

He did this for her on her birthday. So cute, so sweet. :)

Friends are the ones who would go the distant for you and with you.
Candidly speaking, I don't like to be disconnected from your lives.
I feel detached and it feels as if pieces of me were lost.
Terrible horrible and vegetable. I don't like it. 
Just give me a nudge if you happened to think of me too. I miss you all.

Silent wish: I want one too. :P

What pains me most

WHY CAN THEY NEVER LEARN?

Everyone makes mistakes, including those who criticise, insult, mock, disparage, and disrespect the life of another. But why can't they realise? A simple word of encouragement, a gesture of acceptance, and a hug of forgiveness can mean the whole world and even to change these people's lives. But look, what did they choose to become?!

Many times, I have wondered just what the world is nurturing? A monster?

What is the use of education if people cannot learn humility and love from it?
What is the use of high standard of living if people serve only themselves?
What is the use of advanced technology if death is what it leads to?
What is the use of great achievements and honour if people do not see hope but dispair?

Choose actions with love. Be sensitive.
I know this is cliché but still, treat people as how you want to be treated, not otherwise.

Don't feed the self-gratifying monster that lives within you.
Be the generation that changes the next for the better.

Your song

My prayer.

Silent, wordless
Everything was still
You breathed us, yearned for us
Our hearts began to thrill
A brand new creation
A symphony
Written from above
Written out of Love

Chorus:
Let me be Your instrument
Let me be Your voice
Let me be the reservoir
Where thirsty hearts rejoice
Let me be the hand
That wipes the tears away
Oh Lord,
If it be Your will
Let me be Your Song

A violin, a piano
Each one has a role
Major or minor
Or just a single note
So take the time to stay in tune
Cause we’ll never know
When we’re called to play
It could be today

(Chorus)

A song of hope for the hopeless
A song of comfort for the pain
A song that warms the frozen hear that
It might beat again

For what am I but a single breath
That only You sustain
The less I get in the way,
The more the Master can let the music play

(Chorus)

Oh Lord,
If it be Your will
Let me be Your Song

To my surprise

Rank #1178
Nett Time 01:27:35:56

For a first timer, I considered this a very encouraging news.
Again, Praise the Lord! :D

Nike We Run KL 10km

This was the first ever marathon that I have participated.
I thought I would make it right on time but to my surprise, 30 minutes earlier than the time allocated.
Praise the Lord!

Ah the more exciting part is here:

On the previous night I was declaring a perfect weather for the marathon i.e. windy, cloudy (no sun), cool, so that the marathon would not be delayed or cancelled due to the weather.
Then, on that particular morning, it was pouring so heavily and in fact it continued until the afternoon. However, by the time we were supposed to move toward the assembly place, the rain became very small and almost negligible. Throughout the race, that weather persisted. PERFECT WEATHER, my heart screamed.

If not He to be praised, I don't know who else to praise for. 

All glory be unto Him, the faithful Lord and God.

新發現！

我真的比昨日成熟了些許，每天都在成長着！：D

和媽咪通電話時，她提醒我要不懈的禱告懇求上帝帶領好讓我能追上其他同齡朋友的進度。出乎意料我盡然告訴她：

讀書是為了上帝，不是為了和朋友們之間的比賽。我會好好享受現在的讀書生活。盡然祂已通過預言告訴我說祂會一步一步的引領我，讓我看見接下來的去向，我就沒什麼好擔心的了。雖然距離需要做決定的時間所剩無幾，我相信祂會在最正確的時機告訴我我將在何處落腳。

簡單的談話中卻讓我深感上帝在我生命中引起的奇妙變化 - 此變化非一朝一夕，而是沿路來不斷親近祂、尋求祂所得的。是的， 我的未來有祂一路開著。沒什麼好懼怕的。


約書亞記
 

1:5		你 平 生 的 日 子 、 必 無 一 人 能 在 你 面 前 站 立 得 住 ． 我 怎 樣 與 摩 西 同 在 、 也 必 照 樣 與 你 同 在 ． 我 必 不 撇 下 你 、 也 不 丟 棄 你 。
1:6		你 當 剛 強 壯 膽 ． 因 為 你 必 使 這 百 姓 承 受 那 地 為 業 、 就 是 我 向 他 們 列 祖 起 誓 應 許 賜 給 他 們 的 地 。
1:7		只 要 剛 強 、 大 大 壯 膽 、 謹 守 遵 行 我 僕 人 摩 西 所 吩 咐 你 的 一 切 律 法 ． 不 可 偏 離 左 右 、 使 你 無 論 往 那 裡 去 、 都 可 以 順 利 。
1:8		這 律 法 書 不 可 離 開 你 的 口 ． 總 要 晝 夜 思 想 、 好 使 你 謹 守 遵 行 這 書 上 所 寫 的 一 切 話 ． 如 此 你 的 道 路 就 可 以 亨 通 、 凡 事 順 利 。
1:9		我 豈 沒 有 吩 咐 你 麼 ． 你 當 剛 強 壯 膽 ． 不 要 懼 怕 、 也 不 要 驚 惶 、 因 為 你 無 論 往 那 裡 去 、 耶 和 華 你 的 　 神 必 與 你 同 在 。

祂是值得歌頌讚美的！

YG has it all

好的人才全都被他挖去了！

It's a happy time

Many of my friends have graduated recently.
Congratulations and many blessings to you in your future undertakings. :)

Love came down

Time management

What the heck? I don't know you.

Ofttimes I wonder to myself, how can they play so hard and yet still have time spared for their studies/works? Teach me, I want to know.

Not the kind.

What I thought is what I've always wanted turns out to be not what I've really wanted.
What a moment of epiphany!

And happy October, my dear readers!
A busy month it will be.

With Him everything is made possible. :)

I want promo!

Why no promotions for flights from KL to Sibu during CNY? 
All so damn expensive jer. :(

Though I want and I will go back regardless the fares, I don't want to waste too much on it. 
Feel painful for my parents. :( 

Hehehe~

Daddy said he misses me. Sweet~ :D

I love you, daddy. ♥

Sorry vs Courage.

說抱歉需要很大的勇氣。
Saying sorry needs a great deal of courage.

在說對不起時不掉淚需要更大的勇氣。
Not crying in the process of apologising needs even more courage.

Morning random spree

This is really good. 

It gives a totally different atmosphere than the original one.

Acoustic version of Gangnam Style by Psy.

♥♥♥

 

Well said eh?             

♥♥♥

Fell in love with Volkswagen Beetle at first sight.

A super cute car indeed!

I heart this little cutie.

♥♥♥

Interesting facts about Daniel Armand Lee a.k.a. Tablo in his early years:

1. Tablo attended St. George's School until he was expelled for getting into a fight with another student in Grade 9.
2. Tablo was a coterminal student at Stanford University. He attained a Bachelor's Degree in English Literature and a Master's Degree in Creative Writing (in just three and a half years!).
3. Tablo started to play the piano when he was six, and switched to violin, which he played for 10 years. His music teacher, who is a pupil of Isaac Stern, used to lecture Tablo saying, "Music is communism, but you're playing democracy".
4. He ceased to play violin as he was dismissed from the orchestra after suddenly playing the soundtrack of Jurassic Park while the orchestra was playing Brandenburg Concerto No.3 in a concert. 

 He is a Korean-Canadian rapper, record producer, songwriter and actor.

 He signed a 4-year contract with YG Entertainment on September 27, 2011.

 Released his first solo album titled Fever's End in October/November 2011.

Tablo - Thank you for breathing (ft. Yankee & Bong Tae Gyu)

The lovely couple:                                               

Tablo and his wife, Kang Hye-jung

♥♥♥

Good morning peeps.  

May your life be so full of blessings that the blessings outflow from your heart to people around you.

Don't give up. 

Fighting!